SamSuka
estee

estee

patreon


estee activity

New freebie one-shot story: A Tontine Of Fun

This was an idea which came up in chat and as such, I decided to more or less get it out of the way.  If it's worthwhile, then it at least proves I can operate somewhat in my current state, and I can try to do more later.  

However, as mentioned in my self-assigned guidelines, I h...

View Post

Update: A Duet For Land And Sky

And there's that stray random artwork again.

(It almost makes me want to commission something.  To wish I could commission anything.)

Two new chapters up, totaling out to just under 8500 words.  I basically had to strangle the hours free from the clock, but I got en...

View Post

New one-shot story: War Journal Of The Second Equestrian Revolution (Second-Grader Rarity Belle Commanding)

This 6100-word piece currently holds a unique distinction within my catalog:  it's the only story to be entirely composed on a tablet. 

I was sitting in the hospital.

Waiting for my mother to be discharged.  

(Urinary tract infection.  I don't blog about ...

View Post

New ongoing story: A Duet For Land And Sky

There were some consequences to the conclusion of Triptych, and one of them was aimed directly at me.  I'd finally shipped two ponies, and the upvotes on certain comments seemed to insist that the early part of that relationship not take place within the white space...

View Post

New one-shot story: Surge Protectors!

It's probably not a coincidence that the story wound up partially being about horrible things happening because you cared enough about maintaining your own sanity to risk leaving the house.  *sigh*  Well, at least this may mean I might be figuring out how to channel some of this... ...

View Post

New one-shot story: Dental Impact

The current pre-post Patreon prompt text in this composition window is "What are you thinking about?"  Well, this month, I've been thinking about doctors.  It feels like all I've done this month is run back and forth to doctors, visit hospitals, visit people at hospita...

View Post

New one-shot story: Badvent Calendar

This morning, at roughly eight a.m, I had an idea for a lightheated comedy.  Something holiday-themed, if a little belated for the holiday in question.   A touch of silliness as the year began to close out.  Because it's been a dark month, I already did one dark story and... &...

View Post

New one-shot story: Jury Duty III: Summoned With A Vengeance

I took a mini-poll some months back, asking which series character people would most want to see serving on a pony jury.  And the winner?  Based on number of responses and upvotes to comments, there's an argument for -- Chryssie.  

This marks only the second time I've written...

View Post

New one-shot: Tales of the Canterlot Deportation Agency: Divine Intersection

I did threaten that the next CDA story would feature Joanna...

The CDA pieces tend to earn their Dark tag, and I consider this one to have met the minimum shadow requirement with room to spare.  And posting about 9400 words which, in their way, have a little to do with religion -- with...

View Post

Triptych: complete

Five and a half years.

Fifty-six chapters.

513,000 words.

Lotsa downvotes (with more to come).

I just changed the tag to green.

Tonight, I rest a little, and cry just a bit more than that.

Thank you for coming along

Give me a day or two.  And then we can ta...

View Post

Triptych: third update.

Just short of 14k, which is why this post won't be a long one.  There isn't much left in me which is capable of posting, and you don't want to know how many typos I had to fix in order to make this post coherent.  For now, there's only three things to say.

This chapter title was always w...

View Post

Triptych: second update

Well, it almost had to be a shorter chapter this time:  just about 6k.  But even so, for me, it was more emotionally exhausting to write than the prior one.  And I have to wonder how the people who've only read Triptych will react here.  There a...

View Post

Update: Triptych

I got lucky.  The holiday saw enough invitations issued to give me the peace and quiet I needed, and so writing occurred.  (By comparison, tomorrow morning is skipping sales to take care of a bloodwork test.)  The result is the latest chapter:  12k of We're Not Quite At The End Y...

View Post

New one-shot: Bitter/Sweet

This is one of those cases where the story's tone completely shifted between initial idea and composition.  When I first had the concept, it was just going to be Luna stumbling through a day of trying to get to the sweets before the place she was targeting went out of business forever....

View Post

New one-shot story: For Nightmare Night, We Are Going As Ourselves

After the last two chapters on Triptych, I had to try for something lighter -- and the concept of 'Luna goes out for chocolate' has quietly transmuted into more of a micro-drama.  (Overnight, while I wasn't looking.)  That one will likely appear soon -- but before...

View Post

Triptych: second update

It's one of the chapters I was most afraid to write.  

(Then again, from this point forward, they all hold that status.)

It is probably going to set off a minor flurry of up to three edits on the WMG and Recap pages.

(No Ibid.)

Stick the landing, or no one will reme...

View Post

Update: Triptych

Back on the horse -- so to speak, and at least for a little while.  I managed one more-or-less clear day, and probably pushed too far in using it.  The post-Monster coughing has already begun, and all I did there was sip.  For this level of feeling lousy, I should have at lea...

View Post

New one-shot story: Clothist Colony

...I have no idea how that art appeared above.  I think something in the site's code just grabbed the nearest picture from the Similar Stories sidebar...

At any rate:  after what's felt like some semi-deep drama in the other August postings, I wanted to close out the month with something...

View Post

Triptych: second update

9400 words on this one, and --

-- I'm not sure just what this exhaustion is.

Part of it is physical:  writing can be a draining act.  I've been going for hours.  But a good deal is emotional.  This chapter contains one of the scenes which, on a very real level, I've been ...

View Post

Update: Triptych

Very tired (and will almost inevitably have some degree of insomnia after writing).  Keeping this short.

That last line?

I have been saving it for years.  

I'm not sure how to measure any degree of success.  Maybe by facehoofs.  Or groans.  Or the number of peo...

View Post

Anchor Foal: second update

In some ways, this is a chapter which people have been waiting for.  The Continuum has a few resident Hate Sinks, and one of them has remained offscreen.  She's only been mentioned a few times -- and those mentions were enough to make some people loathe her.  Doing so sight u...

View Post

Update: Anchor Foal

It's been one of those months.  I've been dealing with Other People's Stress, which has inevitably turned into My Stress, and nothing knocks me out of the writing space like stress.  It's taken this long just to get some keyboard time without interruption.  And when I finally did get ...

View Post

Pledges Be Bouncing

I've been told that due to Patreon having apparently changed their billing address, some credit/debit card issuers are auto-declining pledge charges.  (This is reportedly affecting multiple creators.)  

Sure, leaking our personal data all over the Internet is just a sales tactic, but if ...

View Post

Anchor Foal: second update

First (because this has to go first), there will be more sponsored blogs posted in August.  I know my luck well enough to have said the session would only begin in July this time, and it'll continue until everyone is taken care of.  I'm not going to neglect the perk. &nbs...

View Post

Freebie: Dateline, Toyline

I'm still going to try and post a second chapter on Anchor Foal tomorrow to close the month -- but I haven't done a no-pledge-charge short in a while, nor has there been an all-dialogue story for some time.  So here we have just over 1300 words of 'I felt like it' silliness. &n...

View Post

New one-shot story: Protest Too Much

Okay, so the order got switched:  fresh story now (and two sponsored blog posts later today), the next Anchor Foal chapter to finish the month.  

...why is there cover art from Paper Promises at the top of my preview screen?

*sigh*

It may not...

View Post

New one-shot story: Mah-teor

There really should be a longer post for this story.  I could talk about how it's one of the oldest concepts to eventually reach monitor print.  How a number of people wanted to see it for the centennial posting.  How it went  in some unexpected places (see the Scootaloo scenes) ...

View Post

Update: Anchor Foal

This may wind up having a dual update this month, as the natural conclusion for the chapter was a bit of a cliffhanger.  (If so, it'll come after Mah-Teor is launched, directly into the soil of the Acres.)  But for now, after 6700 words and a full can of Monster -...

View Post

Update: Triptych

A bit over 6700 words on this one, and...  it was a hard section to write.  This is another one of those things which I know some people have been waiting for, and that meant feeling extra pressure to make sure it came out right.  But the words are on the page now (well, the ...

View Post

New one-shot story: Three Hoofwidths To The Left

I wanted to do something a little lighter in tone to close out the month.  As it turned out, I had enough strength to both come up with an idea and write it out.  (This time, the second part was the harder one.  It was a long week.)  It's an Everyone-rated Twilight &...

View Post