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✿daily✿diary✿march✿24th✿

8:00 first alarm goes off, he snoozes it
8:07 snoozed alarm goes off again, he snoozes it
8:14 snoozed alarm goes off again, he snoozes it
8:20 i wake him up with kiss attack!! (ɔˆ ³(ˆ⌣ˆc) 2025-03-25 03:57:01 +0000 UTC View Post

[EARLY ACCESS] She Takes You Home... (Yandere) (Intense) (F4A)

i know i already uploaded this audio but i wanted you guys to have the first chance to comment >w<

subtitling this took forever ;u; but i bet you could already guess that XD

Thumbnail art for new audio >W<

im really hoping this color pallet helps me into the algorithm ;n; im gonna need all the help i can get since it really REALLY hates youtubers taking breaks :b

regardless- im happy to be back. i feel like im rediscovering a part of myself and i really missed this part <33 ALSO!! i read ...

[SFW] Ex-Yandere Takes You Home

This is gonna be uploaded to youtube once im done editing the video but is this good? ;n;
I feel like some of it isnt- so please be honest <3

the youtube link will be uploaded here as well so yall can comment and everything before everyone else >w< ty guys so much for helping ...

✿EVEN✿BETTER✿NEWS✿!!!!!✿

O M G

guys

GUYS

you are never gonna believe this!!!! he said yes!!!!!!

i took initiative and asked him and he aCTUALLY SAID YES!!! 

HE IS MOVING IN WITH ME

this is EASILY the best day of my life!! Ù©(>á—œ<*)Ùˆ ⋆Ë...

(F4M) Stupid. Fucking. Puppy. [msub][hospital][controlling][degradation][body betrayal][precum][public sex][handjob][making you beg][fdom]

More on the way loves~
Script by Billy Yandere Cyrus
Edit by SolarAudios on YouTube+Twitter

✿im✿back✿

hello my sweet sweet followers! (๑╹ω╹๑ )

i know i know, i havent updated my blog in a while, and no i dont have any good reason why i havent- ive just been enjoying life as it comes, and boy life been coming fast!!!

number one: my therapist says we can go off...

.lastwords.

this is the last time im writing to you. ever. 

i heard what happened to you on the news. its such a shame. really a shame they didnt do more to you. i heard you survived. i heard there were only a few minor injuries.
some broken bones.
its a shame tho...

Thighs or Tits?

Why choose? ;D

.misery.

what was all of this for.

now that the battle is over, and i won. what was all of this for?
why did you push me to do this?
what is wrong with you?

did you find it fun?
watching me cry- beg you, just for some clarity. for some comm...

I need your opinion on something...

im slowly getting back into content creation again (as yall have seen) after this prolonged break.

you guys know why I disappeared, twitter does too- but youtube doesnt.

disappointingly, i checked my youtube comments for the first time in a while and there were quite a few hate ...

.snow.

considering you are reading this from prison, i guess you didnt find it in time- huh?
thats really such a shame. i thought you were quicker on your feet than this.

you know, its really sad.
i didnt know you were just this incompetent. its l...

Brainwashing 10/23 @8p.m. EST

IM SO EXCITED!!

okay so yall voted to be brainwashed this wednesday! im so excited because i miss you guys so much >w< im almost crying rn thinking about how badly i miss you guys- i really cant wait to see you either!!

i dont know if we will be watching a movie or not- i just...

Brainwashing Next Week!!

im SO excited to see you guys again i miss you all so so so SO much!!
we can totally watch a movie or game a little whatever yall want but i really wanna talk to you guys bc i miss just chatting so so so bad >w< i wanna know what yall are up to!

please lemme know when would be bet...

[APRIL FOOLS THROWBACK] Yandere Teases You [18+!!!] [ASMR] [Roleplay] (F4A)

an little extra vid that has been unlisted for a while XD remember when we did this?

Gentle Yandere Comforts You When Your Scared [ASMR] [Roleplay] (F4A)

Your yandere comes home from a hard day at work, excited to see you: their sweet darling~ You however are not so happy to see her. How will a dangerous lovesick girl react when she finds out darling is actually AFRAID of her?! 😱😰

THIS IS A SCRIPT by the MattyestMatt 💕

Forced on a Picnic [Yandere] [Roleplay] (F4M)

wholesome yandere incoming! 💕

THIS IS A SCRIPT BY XLILTWINKLECUTIEX

Yandere Master Owns You [Spicy] [Possessive] (F4A)

your parents sold you to me, so now you are mine darling~ 💕

THIS IS A SCRIPT BY YAN-CON

Yandere Mommy Girlfriend Cuddles You [Good Boy] [Affirmations] (F4M)

let mommy cuddle away all the bad thoughts 💕

THIS IS A SCRIPT BY YAN-CON

Youtube is demonetizing my videos

Youtube is doing what it does best, and unfortunately that means how we do things will have to change a little.
I will be taking down the videos affected from the public youtube platform.

DONT WORRY THOUGH, YOU WILL STILL BE ABLE TO SEE THEM!

They will be "unlisted" which...

The Mess [SFW] (Yandere) (You Need Me)

She breaks into your apartment to kill you. What she sees changes her mind... She knows that you need her... Do you accept?

Audio Edited by @SolarAudios on twitter

.present.

we have talked so much about the past.
you have ranted and raved so much about what your future- my future looks like.
so lets discuss the present.

it seems like you fully understand your situation now.
you are even teetering on ...

Brainwashing Sesh!

ehe its been too long yall!!

i miss yall so effing much >w< i cant wait to hang out with you guys again!

things are gonna be a little bit different this brainwashing session- my new job has interesting hours that i only know of the week of- so i cant leave the day of the ...

.frozen.

you found it, didnt you?
you seem paler than usual which means you MUST have found it, right?!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

so do you like it? the little gift i left for you?

you must right? i mean the look on your face! you were ...

Im back!

i didnt wanna make a whole audio just saying that im back so im typing it XD

my move in with my new apartment went really well- we arent done moving and doing everything but the hardest parts of moving are behind us :3

im feeling a lot better now regarding my loss. im not over i...

a little treat~

full photoset posting later today my darlings 💗

Diary Entry Part 4 (Depresso)

TLDR:
1. im in mourning

2. things are hard

3. <33 love you guys <333

4. patreons of highest tier get a free custom audio this month- please read post available to yall <33

5. love yall <33

((to the peep that kept requesting diary entrees, i hope u lik...

.scared.

you have been quite with the theatrics this week.
crying, sobbing, wailing. 

you keep asking one curious question: why?
why you? why did this have to happen to you? why? why? why? why? 

well, let me remind you "why"<...

coming soon~

ehehehe

[EARLY ACCESS] She is Insanely Obsessed With You... [Yandere] [Intense] (F4A)

im here with you. you dont have a choice. 💕

THIS IS A SCRIPT BY JOYLANDBLAH

My thoughts: i enjoyed this one. i cant remember what its about anymore. but i know i was happy and i liked recording it.