I just really need to write this down.
I was watching this video I randomly clicked on Youtube titled How Fascination Leads to Your Authentic Self. What the artist said in this video maybe seems obvious, but it got me thinking. She had a few good points.
One statement she mad...
2023-01-19 17:18:51 +0000 UTC
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I've really been exploring what inspires me these days. After years spent being a designer, I think one of best skills is my "eye." I'm good at seeing the small tweaks that can take an image to the next level. And I think a lot of that comes in with styling. I do sometimes...
2023-01-13 22:17:21 +0000 UTC
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I booked this gorgeous space to shoot on Peerspace, and when I walked in the door the host said - Hey I know you! You're Erna! Haha, turns out she's a model and photographer herself, and we have many friends and peers in common. I love those moments in New York...the biggest and...
2023-01-06 21:24:34 +0000 UTC
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I fell in love for the first time in 6 years.
I had foot surgery, without insurance.
I turned 35.
I started my own company.
I paid approximately 1 billion dollars in taxes (jk, but it felt like it).
I had a cervical cancer scare, and surgery.
I swam in the ocea...
2022-12-31 02:14:20 +0000 UTC
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If you're new here, reminder that you get a free Onlyfans pass! I posted a 3 month FREE subscription link on Thanksgiving, if you don't see it - comment below and I'll send to you ; ) Happy holidays!
2022-12-24 17:34:05 +0000 UTC
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Once upon a time in Manhattan, a man ordered his usual lunch at the oyster bar in Grand Central station and bit down on something hard. It was a pearl valued at $4,000.
2022-12-19 15:02:46 +0000 UTC
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2022-12-16 15:00:16 +0000 UTC
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I have so many ideas, but so much trouble getting them started...does anyone else struggle with this? I think this "frozen" feeling is the primary symptom I experience with depression. I started taking ADHD medicine which has helped a lot actually, but I hate to be so dependent on som...
2022-12-10 20:47:11 +0000 UTC
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2022-12-04 22:20:53 +0000 UTC
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Digital and Film
One of my recent travels took me to Philadelphia, where I met this lovely crew organized by Lizabet Roberts. We all packed in a car and drove to Winterthur, Delware and shot at this beautiful location. It's a museum and gardens, however the interior was closed a...
2022-12-02 14:15:39 +0000 UTC
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Whether you're celebrating Stolen Land day in America (hey still a good excuse to see you're loved ones and enjoy traditions while recognizing the land you're sitting on!) or elsewhere in the world just enjoying the world cup on a Thursday, I hope your week was good and you get to have a relaxing...
2022-11-25 03:38:22 +0000 UTC
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My bedroom in my first apartment in new york. I thought i looked terrible in these photos at the time...
2022-11-19 14:51:16 +0000 UTC
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2022-11-16 15:32:54 +0000 UTC
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Raw off the camera, but I think they look so cool! Shot by Aaron Pegg aka @underground_nyc
I've been so busy lately, but lucky to be working so much. Less time to get stuck in my own thoughts and ponder various existential crises.
I've been
-Doing packagi...
2022-11-12 00:20:29 +0000 UTC
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No words.
Can't decide, b&w or color?
2022-11-08 15:42:19 +0000 UTC
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I really hate how Patreon won't show a thumbnail of the last video link I posted. But anyways, see below for a link to my Vimeo account with saucy videos and BTS content
https://vimeo.com/user122302023
2022-11-07 02:01:23 +0000 UTC
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Soon Patreon will be rolling out native video features for post (currently only for premium and pro users?) So I won't have to use Vimeo anymore, which I find rather clunky.
Also, here's a free link ; )
2022-11-04 19:24:26 +0000 UTC
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styling by meeeeeee
2022-11-01 15:31:52 +0000 UTC
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PART 1
The rest of the story coming soon. Photos by Alex Tarazano
2022-10-26 14:10:19 +0000 UTC
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Sorry it's been a minute, I've been busy! Getting back to shooting more lately and my schedule is filling up so fast. I've also been watching a lot of art documentaries, reading, and going to exhibitions to get me inspired for what's next. I'm not giving up on myself creatively yet, I...
2022-10-18 01:55:44 +0000 UTC
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Want is a drug. The craving, the pursuit. The chase, the high. What happens when you get it? The hit doesn't last, you want more, or something else.
The brain in love acts like the brain on c0caine. That *feeling* cannot be sustained. So I suppose we are to sit in the spaces ...
2022-10-06 02:09:08 +0000 UTC
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You know, I have so many stories...some crazy stories, funny ones, sexy or romantic ones. Some are actually pretty boring but they are little moments that stick with me. Do you like hearing about them?
Here's a story. It's about my very first heartbreak.
I was...
2022-09-29 19:52:07 +0000 UTC
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This week was ROUGH. Every day since this week I have felt worse post surgery 1 week out. I guess it's no...
2022-09-23 17:35:29 +0000 UTC
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2022-09-14 21:34:34 +0000 UTC
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I was in love once, long ago. It was tumultuous, passionate, toxic. If I had only known about attachment theory back then...him avoidant/dismissive, myself anxious/preoccupied.
He had a pattern. Infatuation and lust, then he would grow distant, I would question it and he would break it off....
2022-09-10 14:30:28 +0000 UTC
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Please enjoy this epic golden photo set by Langston Bowen. I borrowed a friend's car and drove to Connecticut to shoot with him, our last shoot being last fall upstate in New York. I love any excuse to get out of the city, and take my top off in nature. Even more I love a hazy g...
2022-09-04 18:15:03 +0000 UTC
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So, for anyone curious...I had some biopsies done a few weeks ago to check for cervical cancer. The result was "high ...
2022-08-31 14:33:58 +0000 UTC
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2022-08-27 19:21:12 +0000 UTC
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Just posted a new video on OF you miiiiiiiiight wanna peep
As I mentioned before, I recently increased my OF subscription from $5 to $10 at the advice of a "friend." Well....I ended up losing more than half my subscribers, and more than half my income.
Then this friend used one of my ...
2022-08-20 19:31:04 +0000 UTC
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