ernaburn

Misty

Look at me

I'm as helpless as a kitten up a tree

And I feel like I'm clingin' to a cloud

I can't understand

I get misty, just holding your hand

Coffee in Mexico

This is from February 2024, I just got these photos back!

Santiago's editing style is to kind of desaturate things a bit, so my hair doesn't look as red : (

But I think you'll still enjoy these shots!

On film

Thank you for listening to my story last time...part 2 of the tale coming soon.

I'm back!

Sorry for the delay...it's been a crazy month. Yeah I took a month off, and it feels so irresponsible to say that - but when I say I needed it, I'm not kidding.

It's hard for me to write super personal stuff here anymore, because some people will take vulnerability and exploit it. One bad...

the ones with the boobs

Lass

Give me some green and some sun (also some books) and I'm happy...

dreaming in green

I am officially ready to be in nature again, whether that means I need to travel - or the weather needs to get nicer here!

What do you think of this shooting location? My studio is so light and bright, I was kind of craving something darker and cozier. I love the green sofa and all the pl...

Make me a sandwich (& fresh OF link)

These shots are actually from last summer, and I just got them!

I think we all know there are some scary things happening in America right now, and also around the world. If you've ever read or seen The Handmaid's Tale, it's feeling eerily similar to the beginning of that story. I realize I...

Cozy vibes (plus free OF link)

I was having some camera issues when I went upstate with this lingerie set, but I think these still turned out relatively nicely. I have been feeling pretty uninspired lately with photography...I think I need to take some classes or something, maybe I'm hitting a technical wall with my abilities...

a little romance & a fresh OF link

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evil bodies

Many of you have been around long enough to know I've been through hell and back with social media. I'm on my 7th Instragram account, and I've had to pay to get it back twice. The written rules change often, and the mysterious unwritten rules seem to change almost daily, leaving us to guess wha...

Sparkly

My chest was so red after taking this underbust piece off...my skin is SO sensitive and whatever metal was used made my skin so irritated! But it was worth it, I hope ; ). Enjoy!

porcelain doll

I have been spending a lot of time thinking and writing some, too. I will be sharing some of my thoughts with you more here soon, but in the meantime...

Please enjoy these shots by Valeria Kalabina, styled by me! It can be exhausting to do the fashion styling, hair, makeup, set design, ligh...

Thank you

Thank you for all your support in 2024. I'm not sure what this next year holds, but I feel like a year of revolution is upon us.

If you missed the epic video with @Vauntastic and I, get your free month pass here and DM to ask for it!

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April

That's how far behind I am...

In Joshua Tree, April 2024

Sorry : /

I'm sorry I haven't been posting as much. I just feel so uninspired lately. I hate to admit it but the timing of my cliff fall of inspiration really correlates post election. I do not think it's because of that, but maybe it just triggered something that was already slipping.

I read somethi...

Out here

Every time I come back to NYC my brain breaks a little. I love this city and I also miss it when I leave - the constant distractions, the endless art (and food) to be discovered, and the people especially. But the noise, the air, the lack of trees is really starting to get to me.

Every ti...

In a daze

Photos by @found.wanting on IG

I'm really sorry about the gap between posts here. I've been traveling a ton, and also just feeling overwhelmed by health stuff and everything else going on in the world.

Without getting too political, yesterday was a dark day for America. Always force...

Denim & skin (and a lot of hair)

By Valeria Kalabina

Afternoon light (+ free OF link)

I guess I'm going through another transition period. You've heard me talk about this here before, but once again I am restless. When I feel this way, I want to burn everything to ground and start over from scratch. And I have done that a couple times...

But these days I'm a bit more matu...

A small set

I've been feeling moody all summer, and I guess it continues. Not in a bad way necessarily, just restless.

It's kind of a long story but, this year I found out I have two hereditary health conditions which have greatly influenced this body shape which has made me - um, infamous. Neither o...

Backwards

There will be another set of photos in this dress...but let's start without it, shall we?

Forest nymph

From my Portland trip, shot by Corwin Prescott. I'm also working on some other self-shot forest nudes I took this week in Connecticut, so stay tuned!

Buckle up (& free OF pass)

I hope you're having an okay week. I don't want to write a super negative post, but I've had a hard week.

I wish I could tell you more here, but unfortunately one mysterious stalkerish jerk prevents me from being able to freely speak my mind here.

I know I haven't bee...

2017(?) polaroids

I thought you might enjoy these old Polaroids I found, from maybe 2017 or not long after I moved to NYC.

The scans are pretty bad but I decided to leave them as is,

Hot hot heat (+ free OF link!)

Keep scrolling to the bottom for the linke!

I'm not going to lie - this heat does not agree with me. Have I already complained about this here? Probably. It's worse this year, right? Usually it's only this bad for a week or two in August / September, but this year it started in June and...

Caramel & Cream

Just dropping in quickly to share this set shot by Valeria Kalabina! I think she captured Kiko and I perfectly in my apartment...it's tender without being too cringey romantic (I think!).

I don't normally go for black & white, but I feel like so many of these look so great in b&w...

Up where they walk

I am not a "daywalker" as they say - some redheads can walk in the sun, but not me. I really hate this heat wave, but mostly because I'm not at the ocean.

I'm not a hot or sunny weather person (can't you tell?), but I am very much an ocean person. My hair curls up perfectly, my skin is fi...

Chasing waterfalls

Sorry I've been quiet...last week I drove home to Ohio to visit the family. I'm back in NYC now, but glad I got to spend time with everyone there.

Along the drive we stopped at a waterfall and swam...but these photos are actually from my upstate trip in June! I have SO many cool forest ...

Thank you.

This week my ETHER collab collection for Monique Morin Lingerie launched, and I really could not have done this without you.

By having your support here, and my other site, it allowed me to invest time into designing (and money in the production) for the garments. But you simply enjoying m...