since i moved up here i found a nice place i can play my drums and make noise in general. it’s a room on the 5th floor of this building in the city so there’s a nice view out of both windows. the pink light is from a lamp i have for decoration while i’m working. eventually i want to decorat...
2021-05-18 13:10:29 +0000 UTC View Postthis track is from the same session as "touch hour on early autumn flying". to be part of a compilation demo of old songs written/recorded around early 2014 that were never finished and released. I don't remember when exactly I made this, the file says that the last update was from april 14th 201...
2021-05-14 04:42:59 +0000 UTC View Postboth songs are essentially one in the same, thematically at least. you'll just forget Tuesday, December 11, 2018 at 3:09 PM, and "try" was created Monday, January 14, 2019 at 9:38 AM and uploaded to youtube the same day. "Try" kind of falls into a different category of sadness song. most of the t...
2021-05-14 02:54:11 +0000 UTC View Postmy inactive project "left alone..." released an album called "Einsam und Verloren" in april of 2015. the second track was abendfarben, which was written and recorded between Thursday, April 2, 2015 at 11:14 AM, and Saturday, April 4, 2015 at 9:04 PM. the original song has no story or concept, it'...
2021-05-13 22:38:32 +0000 UTC View Postjust like carmen, youtube banned this video from my channel because of the imagery. (it had pictures of self harm and suicide). that super depressing and self harming and suicidal stuff is so beyond me nowadays so I'm honestly not a big fan of that video and therefore I don't really care that it'...
2021-05-13 19:55:43 +0000 UTC View PostI think it's no secret anymore that Ser is one of my projects. I never intended to attach my identity to Ser simply because i wanted it to be completely anonymous and mysterious, but even though I never confirmed it online everyone just assumed it was me and now the common knowledge is that Ser i...
2021-05-13 19:34:38 +0000 UTC View Postanothher track for the 2015 compilation. I made the instrumental on july 6, 2015. of course when I decided to release the 2015 compilation I decided to came back to this song which had just been sitting there for 6 years now. I tried going back to things I wrote around july of that year to use as...
2021-04-26 21:36:14 +0000 UTC View PostI'm sure many of you know this song already from my youtube channel. it got a lot of views before youtube completely banned it for the imagery I chose to add in the video which made me kind of upset (it had pictures of people with cutting and blood and whatever). I still have the original video f...
2021-04-26 21:35:29 +0000 UTC View Posti tried with two different data recovery services and they both told me that the songs i need back are not recoverable. some of them i can still work with the fact that i kept a draft mp3 bounce, but some of them i would have had to basically restart from scratch. this is obviously really upsetti...
2021-04-24 13:46:05 +0000 UTC View Postcoldly as embers rise
I want to watch it burn
incinerate like everything I thought I was ever promised
so lightly as embers rise into the pitch black sky
the darkness could be so beautiful with your hand
and the october night is so cold
cold like my ...
2021-04-17 13:55:13 +0000 UTC View PostI bloom a bridge
if hope is the warmth around asundered winter
if hope is the sound of her voice
the autumn red on her lips
if hope is the dancing butterflies when she holds my hand
if hope is to forget about the future
to forget about the past
in the middle of february I made a horrible mistake and accidentally deleted the entire "works in progress" folder on my computer that contains every unfinished song across all of my projects (most of them at least, still amounting to over 80 GB of project sessions). I have backups and copies of ...
2021-04-13 00:46:37 +0000 UTC View Postyou might notice the mastering doesn't sound right on the recent uploads. this will be fixed on the bandcamp versions
2021-02-14 17:45:33 +0000 UTC View Post
created november 14 2015. this started out as an experiment with new sounds I had access to recording. I had just moved to a newer version of my recording DAW. instrumentally there is no true concept, many different parts of this song make me thing of different things. at first I feel like I'm in...
2021-02-14 17:29:43 +0000 UTC View Post
created march 21 2016. from what I remember, and what comes to me when I listen to this song, is feelings of loneliness and sadness. this song feels like abandonment in winter to me. I never wrote any lyrics so there isn't any true concept. it is what it is
2021-02-14 17:09:16 +0000 UTC View Post
created april 15 2016. This song is about the cosmos
2021-02-14 17:03:45 +0000 UTC View Post
created february 20 2016. I lost the lyrics to this so I had to go back into the recording and try to listen to what I was saying
This song is about the same thing that Leave by Sadness is about, and many other songs made in 2015 and 2016
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There's a smile in the rain ...
created february 29th 2016. no lyrics or vocals. from what I remember this song might be about a personal sunrise (amanecer means "dawn" or "sunrise" or "to wake up" in spanish). I had a pretty traumatic experience in february of that year and this was probably me trying to find a new light and p...
2021-02-14 16:42:31 +0000 UTC View PostAmanecer
Té Tendré
Celeste
Sim
Years
if you followed Évval in the past, you might recognize the first three songs as they appeared on youtube. I've finished the whole album, where I remastered the previously released tracks, and also finished the last two t...
https://liminaldream.bandcamp.com/album/luna-demo
very old songs finally published. I hope to finish and release all the other songs I have for this project (counting all of my drafts in my works in p...
back in 2016 I made four songs for a demo for what used to be called "Évval". these were all released on youtube with the exception of October Moonlight. I don't want the name Évval or Edëhmä anymore, so as soon as I think of a new name for the project (something in english) I will release th...
2021-02-13 00:06:08 +0000 UTC View Post
https://comfortingnoise.bandcamp.com/album/s-t-i
I released this album a few days ago. if you don't know about Comforting, it's my project that centers mainly around noise/powerviolence/powerelectronics...
2021-02-02 17:39:07 +0000 UTC View Postwritten and recorded in 2018. with this track being done the entirety of demo four is finished and will be released soon
you're the most precious
feral child
I knew somewhere
eleven
2020-11-13 17:46:43 +0000 UTC View Post
i wrote this song in august 2015. it was left half incomplete for 5 years until about last week I decided to track the rest of the song and finish it. I decided I'm going to take a handful of songs I had made in the second half of 2015 and finally finish them to make a compilation/EP of old songs...
2020-11-02 23:29:54 +0000 UTC View Post
singing, holding you like june rain
holding as if within my arms is everything encircling your chest
I hold your dreams in my tears
of an autumn marriage
of a secret entrance
of a perfect youthful kiss
holding you like summer rain
wa...
2020-10-28 00:30:13 +0000 UTC View Post
written and recorded may 2020
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two hands holding in the sunset pulsing a perfect june dream
from the seed of a spring encounter
two flowers
wading a youthful dance towards april rain
and in the pool a deep sight
to the s...
2020-10-23 15:19:39 +0000 UTC View Post
walking softly towards a lavender memory
it had rained
her feet wet in cold april rain
in black shoes and white stockings
adorned with soft spring flowers
you want to dance with me
wherever you are...
2020-10-23 14:48:05 +0000 UTC View Posti was gone for a few months due to the chaos in my personal life. I hardly worked on music at all from around june until october. I'm much more productive now and my next post will be two brand new tracks from an EP i recorded in may this year. I was originally holding off because I wanted the 3r...
2020-10-23 14:32:16 +0000 UTC View Posthttps://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1_XJ2L3pE_Sb7fj235rhrwlmJY4HxDdWP?usp=sharing
I took every sadness song that I included on a split album and put it on this co...