damianojeda

Update

I have been too silent in my music career and this patreon and especially responding to a lot of messages I get. my personal life has been extremely overwhelming this past month and today is the first day I genuinely have been able to gather all of my responsibilities and come back to you guys wi...

life - eleven lyrics

i shouldve saved you 

i should’ve met you at the shoreline that night 

i should have done anything

i should have done everything 

if i walk the same ground i left you when i screamed your name four years ago i wouldn’t be strong enough to hold...

candacensling lyrics

Holding..

Candicen anxiety and purely in the walls of a painful shower room

In the lucidity of exposure

Eyes, radiating like hallucinative memories

No one understands my eyes

I’m alone in the corner and water falls

It’s grey and blue and I quiver...

emhudlhevukshja lyrics

He stood within the height of ages

Watching as the sun waved the ground 

And as angry as the sun

Burning to fly

To shed from a broken family 

A parched orchard and a starving fox

From here to the summits

Are the scripted bodies from a...

life - feral child

not sure If I already shared this one. well it's from demo four, made back in 2018. I should release it soon

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feral child

aromatic bark and petrichors of yesterday

a lonely feeling lightly enveils the sun, the color of soil and deep honey

sw...

I love you guys

I love all you guys. I feel like I should be posting more on patreon. if you have any lyric requests or play through requests comment them below. or anything really you can think of. I should be getting around to playthroughs soon. also new unheard life song coming soon

sadness - may

last song from my upcoming split with in autumnus and other bands. should be released soon

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from a perfect sunrise hidden in a springflower dreamscape

resting as softly as youthful eyes upon a maygarden

holding the sun across entrusted field 

that t...

sadness - sky you feel

the album will be coming out now. "alluring the distant eye". mostly written and recorded early 2018, with the exception of cerulean as you know

shallow streams and she
sky you feel
cerulean
cedar wings

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nomadic light like embedded stone the ancient wings eclipsed...

sadness - for everything

from the new split that should come out soon

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of july flowers and summer rain

nesting into the earthly rivers

like seeds and lily critters

with blossoming stories on their eyes

the first light crying

and crying upon my fac...

sadness - I was born in two bodies

this is one of 3 songs that will be a part of an upcoming split between sadness, soulless, and in autumnus. 

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i was born in two bodies 

in seven years watched separation 

a separate universe

incomplete roots <...

Sadness - Cerulean

this song was written all the way back in the very beginning of 2015, on february 20th, just 5 days after "as dawn shines a mourning light". it was originally called "Mångata" and it was recorded as part of Acjétêc until sometime in march of that year the project corrupted and I lost more than...

life - paroxis

this is the last song needed for demo three to finally be released. it took nearly 3 years to finally put this thing out. all songs on demo three were written sometime in 2017 around the summer.

ametic

paroxis

september

lluvia

"demo four" also has just one song ...

Cerrien lyrics

May 10 2017

this is one of those songs I never wanted to share the lyrics to because it felt like oversharing and I tend to hold things that are special and mysterious really tightly. everyone here deserves so much for their support. have cerrien

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sadness - hope you never forget

the last song that needed to release this EP. recorded around this time last year

daydreaming

how bright you shine

hope you never forget

it should be available on bandcamp and streaming services soon

I hope y...

life pathwalk lyrics

The fire of social streamlines cruising ages faster and faster

To reflect upon faces and experiences

I reinnovate overflow

Neon blue ridden line and mosaic arrivals

Every sound, every note to saturate my world

I will walk the life of dreams

von vorn anfangen lyrics

Von vorn anfangen

When the moments drape your eyes

and we smile… and dance

When the wind blows through your hair

and the sweetest melody rings in your voice

When we’ve never been here

and it lights the hand that holds mine

When the memories play like ...

twelve travel lyrics

The green of spring chrome of rain

Rain is the stone blue

Together a rich harvest, swirling

I took you deep in the twelve travel

At the edge of a mirthing cliff

And you spoke the purest words

Words like the falling rain

And the bright red wood 

it rained every day lyrics

It rained every day

I waited for you, drowning in the sadness that you’ve never reached

I’d have given so much for you to see me cry

At least then I could have been touched...

Such a short time seemed like forever

We had so little time, though lasting forever

playthroughs

one of you asked for a playthrough of "I want to be there". I'll definitely do that. if you have other suggestions comment them below. sorry for the silence recently, will try to be less distracted

sadness - I can't say goodbye

I made this in august 2018

life - ametic

I recorded this song in june 2017, except for the vocals, that's why it's only just now being shared. for "demo three" which only has one song left before I officially release it. all these songs are old so it'll be exciting to finally release them


I am the brightest in the shadows
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the spring sun on summer rain lyrics

The spring sun on the summer rain, crystallizing an enclave of pure cerrien light

Orchid shimmering magic, the brightest colors as I find you

You’re like the summer spring sun, evoking memories I know I had

The absolute green

life - i still burn lyrics

Times remember older sands older bark

Older ceram

Remembering the subtle nurture of young roads

Young everything

I was so young and so young was the fire to hold you

So young and in the largest way

I still, every day, every noon sun

I still know

I s...

lana lyrics

Her eyes pierce so gently

tainting the wounds with a black lavender

that flows like the flight of urbanity

She sees me in the city

She hears my voice in the distant passage

and burns through her vinyl

and as I breathe before her, her smile burns

Flames no...

distances lyrics

Distances

call, with such haunting bliss

In love with the mystery beyond horizons

with loves, two souls

and an endless flame

soaring beyond the enrapturing skyline

lavender lyrics

Birthing blooming flower

of melancholy waters

rain unto lavender

of love twilight

The spread of enamored roses

became the true rain a blooming beginning

light behind the brushed

of creation as before eyes

Light

We are light

Illuminating ...

burning gardens lyrics

I’ll have the november leaves

in petrichorus rite

the sky is burning

flames stretch across the sky as far as the eye can see

what had once been the despair

“no place to which to run”

november branches against the cold autumn aria

I’m left alone…...

ramas de noviembre lyrics

Branches wither like a shrilling voice in despair

The cold November nights

Distant sounds from cold winds

They echo so beautifully within my heart….... I cry...

Nightfall holds my crying soul through wanderings

Emptiness and sadness

Loneliness

Alone, li...

in january lyrics

When in a hopeless cast I wither and fall, slowly, lost of likeness to her smile, we say that someday I’ll return to you. I’m sorry that I hurt you, maybe some…

Still, of unknowing to her words, still length and still hearse. She kissed me by the lovenant grace, she held me once befor...

te amé lyrics

(incomplete, anything in parenthesis means that I'm not sure about what I actually said, I lost the lyrics years ago and had to listen to the original recording to make out what was said, and some things I couldn't understand)

Te amo

como la lluvia en mis ojos cuando te con...