Hey everyone! I’m consolidating all the chapters of every book and moving them onto Wordpress for convenient viewing.
Patreon experienced a coding issue with the update and removed all the italics from all existing posts, so I’ve had a hell of a time with that.
DARLING has been p...
2023-12-12 18:00:48 +0000 UTC View Post*
🎃 HAPPY HALLOWEEN! 🎃
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Directions:
Follow the link to my WordPress: the password is TobiasSmells2011
There, you can read the original version of Black Velvet all in one post. All other books will soon be consolidated and posted on this ...
2023-10-31 21:26:25 +0000 UTC View Post
🔞 WARNINGS FOR: skippable but explicit sexual content, Ezra being a terrible (outstanding) influence on Milan and his vocabulary, slight dom undertones, Ezra's (gross) potty mouth, mild praise kink, Ezra thinks Milan is pretty, Milan likes that (what's new, really) 🔞<...
2023-09-22 04:40:39 +0000 UTC View Post
* back to regular updates, kiddo is in school and my brain is finally in a semi-normal spot *
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I shift back a step at his teasing, a roll of my eyes the only retort I can think of. Still, I feel delirious, my heart pulverizing the grace of my...
2023-08-24 17:12:45 +0000 UTC View PostSince I was “absent” this month, I paused the billing cycle for July patrons that were existing patrons in June. This means existing Patrons from June that remained subscribed will not be charged for July.
I put absent in quotations because I have been working on maintenance issues. ...
2023-07-28 18:08:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey everyone!
At the advice of a professional, I haven’t been seeking reassurance through compulsively posting progress updates on Patreon. I hope you understand that this is related to my mental health and not a change in my respect for any of you. 💖
That being said, this po...
2023-05-16 22:49:29 +0000 UTC View Post
(This mega chapter took me LITERALLY two weeks and the first several paragraphs were already written and then thrown out and rewritten — then Ezra and Milan went to breakfast instead, but that was thrown out as well, but hey, at least 😭 we're making progress.
I was obsessive with the d...
2023-03-22 09:26:40 +0000 UTC View Post(warnings for referenced child abuse, referenced alcoholism, and a toxic friendship — but don’t worry, the next chapter is pleasant)
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Lucas was my lily pad.
He had boxy ends to his fingers where his nail curved, blunt, sometimes dirty — like the archetypical teenage boy, ...
2023-03-16 05:04:39 +0000 UTC View Post
(making up movies and books to fit my narrative as always)
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"Yeah."
Ezra sits back with an exhale, flicking through the outputs until he finds his DVD player and settles on a movie already inserted.
"Since I'm tryin' to find you a favorite." He nods toward the scr...
2023-02-26 21:52:50 +0000 UTC View Post
don’t let this mess up ur headcannon views of any characters (it’s the reason I don’t post art) I just like to doodle while I listen to podcasts at night so I have a bunch of random book art
(shout out to William for holding his hand up to the living room light for a horrible amount o...
2023-02-14 05:57:39 +0000 UTC View PostWhen I emerge, I see that Ezra has turned on the TV and is lounging on the couch beside the coffee table. An unused lamp is near the corner, hidden in the room's pitch — a pillow and throw blanket rumpled and pushed into the junction of the couch's arm and cushion.
The living room is dark...
2022-12-20 23:56:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Months ago — I cried in Ezra's doorway. I allowed him, as a stranger, to gather me in his arms; to cradle the significance of unhappiness that I'd never let someone else touch. Weeks ago, I stumbled there, past the threshold, pathetically inebriated — bearing the consequence of my...
2022-12-15 04:02:39 +0000 UTC View Post
(when ur new roommate is a night owl - welcome to an XL chapter)
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Lexi's house has a white picket fence. It's also rather large, especially when compared to Ezra's modest single-family abode and my former one-room apartment. Her home is two stories, featuring a sleeping porch, and is...
2022-11-23 04:43:51 +0000 UTC View Post
"Is Huxley like, permanently stuck in a time warp?"
Tobias' dryer has decided that drying clothes really isn't it's calling, after all. Of course, it fails to announce its change of life goals until after my hot-chocolate-stained clothes are sopping wet from the washing machi...
2022-11-15 18:44:30 +0000 UTC View PostBlack Velvet is on the way; after that will be Wicked Boy!
Sorry for my unexplained absence, I had some very expensive and sudden health issues, and I’ve been recovering and adjusting to a new medication. I didn’t have the energy/mental capacity to pop on. I feel like I’ve had to ma...
2022-11-09 21:56:50 +0000 UTC View Post
(disclaimer: i do not own lord farquaad's namesake, i removed an a, don't sue me)
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previous chapter
Liza is swooning at the idea of Adrian being back in town —and shows up with coffee at my work, hoping to impress him with her new hairstyle, which I can only call a Lord Farqu...
2022-10-29 17:54:43 +0000 UTC View Post
As much as I hope otherwise, Hunter might end up hailing victory on his assertion of Levi's character. As he said, I don't have a knack for predicting t...
2022-10-19 21:53:38 +0000 UTC View PostA chapter in Darling should be out tomorrow! 🫣
So sorry for the wait on these guys. I have been writing in this evil little chapter for over three weeks. Unfortunately, I scrapped the first go around and started over because I’m a glutton for pain (just kidding, I’m a glutton for ...
2022-10-14 06:29:20 +0000 UTC View Post
"Long story short, I'm thinking of staging a casual run-in with Levi."
I cross my arms when Hunter looks less than impressed by my plan.
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warnings: sexual content/frantic blowjobs?
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"But I'm not," I hesitate, averting my eyes to the cabinet with another flare of heat at my n...
2022-10-09 22:45:25 +0000 UTC View Post
"I think I'm hilarious." Kia has half a Coastal Cafe pretzel shoved in her mouth, but I reach over the table to yank it out, all while ignoring the disgusted looks of the elderly couple seated two tables away from us, "Theo, you little shit."
"Not funny," I groan, wiping the ...
2022-10-05 20:52:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Just as the title says!
While I write up a chapter of Black Velvet, go ahead and comment any questions you might have! 💖
If discord is easier for you, you can ask them there! If you’re shy about commenting, feel free to DM me.
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I will absolutely avoid major ...
2022-09-26 03:49:45 +0000 UTC View PostHey guys, I am just posting to keep you updated!
I would like to write a chapter in:
I've only been out and about one day on my own, but through unplanned traveling, I'm growing somewhat demystified towards Huxley's configuration of bumpy backroads, towering trees, and eternal dirt. The only way to distinguish a road from a parking lot is the curbs — and the only...
2022-09-16 21:00:08 +0000 UTC View Post
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I stare, nose wrinkled — unsure whether to be irritated or confused and,
"... You gonna tell him, babydoll?" Lexi leans her weight back on her elbows, her rather thick head of hair bouncing. She then blows a bubble, and when it pops, she smiles around her deflated gum. ...
2022-09-13 03:38:21 +0000 UTC View PostBeyond the Seraphino and The Blue House updates, I’m sure you’ve all seen an increase in extra content. After reading through my comments on my last post, where I thought maybe I should take a hiatus, I was able to find a comfortable/healthy & happy medium.
From Tuesday/Wednesday...
2022-09-08 23:04:26 +0000 UTC View Post
Just as the title says! 💖
If discord is easier for you, you can ask them there! If you’re shy, feel free to DM me.
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I will absolutely avoid spoilers for upcoming chapters, don’t worry, but I will answer all questions (world, character, creature/beast, or plot-specific...
2022-09-04 23:06:32 +0000 UTC View Post
Unlike the drive to Sleepy Birch's cemetery, the ride home is silent.
Everyone grows quiet after finding the flowers at Edgar's grave. Levi's actions are a sobering mystery. The graveyard turned back to what it was — not a ghost hunt or a photo-op, but a field full of heartach...
2022-09-03 23:02:36 +0000 UTC View PostHey, everyone!
You may have seen my post on discord.
I don’t know if this is an inappropriate post to make, but I like to check in since I appreciate your support so much. Still, I also know that you are supporting me monetarily — and I don’t want to feel as if...
2022-08-30 20:19:29 +0000 UTC View Post