Billy: Chapter 11

Afterward we kiss, grope, and make out like it is our first time again.  Everything felt fresh and new, we brim with the sensation of wonderful erotic discovery. Eventually the discomfort of the hard floor gets the better of Jess and she signals we are done.  After another long passionate kiss we get up and head for the shower. Along the way I wipe Billy’s cum from my lips still not quite believing all that had just happened.

With my rapacious libido well and truly quenched my head clears and I am suddenly very unsure of what we'd just done. As I watch my girlfriend wash another man's spunk from her glistening skin I am filled with grave doubts and insecurities.  The more the fog of my lust fueled madness cleared the more it hit home the ramifications of our actions.

The boy next door and my lowly mail clerk coworker had just received a BJ from my beloved girlfriend then face fucked her like a twenty dollar whore. At his age I expected he'd sit there and take the beej as it was offered, just happy for a free nut, but he'd been far more proactive than I was now comfortable with. Jesus, the way he'd handled her as I just stood there watching from my hiding place like scared little bitch. This was someone I was going to see all the time. How could I talk to him now and not think about what he and my girlfriend had done together.  As undeniably hot as it all was our choice of Billy now seemed a terrible mistake.

Mixed in with this regret is the ego rattling, yet still strangely arousing, knowledge that the kid was packing two extra inches over me. It shouldn't have mattered, but on a gut primate level it did. As a man he had something over me, something superior.  That was something I could have gone the rest of my life without knowing and been perfectly happy. Worse yet, not only did I know it, Jessica did too. She knew better than I as she had touched it and sucked it and gone out of her way to point it out to me. She had felt a dick more lengthy than mine slide through her mouth. And the humiliating cherry on top...she had all but admitted it to Billy as well. I might be his mentor and his elder and his work place superior but Billy was more endowed than me and to guys at least that meant something.  The ultimate and literal measure of a man.

The sticky seed washed from her body she scrubs her face and turns back to me. Looking up her eyes shine with buoyant glee, free and clear of the doubts that are plaguing me.  

"That...was...incredible!" She exclaims in celebration of our kinky achievement. Sliding her arms around me she lays her head on my chest as the hot water showers over us. "Ohhhh. Thank you. Thank you baby."

"You enjoyed yourself?" I stroke her wet hair.

"Ohhh yes. Yes.  Oh my God yes!  I didn’t show it but I was SO scared.  Knowing you were watching gave me courage though." She sighs, utterly and completely happy. "Did you enjoy the show?"

"Yes." I admit. In the moment at least it was easily the hottest thing I'd ever seen in my life.

She squeezes me tight. "Good."

"Glad we did it?"

She nods and nuzzles into my chest and gives me a nipping love bite. "Yes. You?"

She is so happy and after all she'd done I didn't want to ruin her mood with my doubts. We said we'd do it one time and we did. What's done is done.  All we can do now is make the best of it. And beyond that, in the moment at least, I had truly enjoyed myself even if I didn’t understand why.

"Yes." I reply.  “I’m glad we did it.”

Life goes on.

Nearly a week passes and much to my surprise not much actually changes.  It seemed I’d been worried for nothing.

True to her word Jessica seemed satisfied with our one time episode of sexual adventurousness. Between the sheets that week was...WHOOO BABY! The incident had been a shot of nitrous into our already revving sex life. Our bed was rockin at every opportunity we had.  At this rate we’d be conceiving in no time!  Beyond that and a few knowing looks and shared giggles the incident was not openly mentioned despite it never being far from our minds.

I see Billy both at work as well as outside of the office at the poker game on Wednesday.  To say the first few times were tense and awkward would be a massive understatement.  I tried my damnedest to pretend that I knew nothing and I could see him wrestling with the secret that he had enjoyed my girl’s oral talents that Sunday.  Our conversations are tense, our normally loose chit chat clipped short.  I think I was able to not give the game away and outside of the odd lingering glance or quickly covered smirk he gives nothing away either. It was the best I could have hoped for.  I thank the fates that Billy knew how to keep his mouth shut.  Over the course of the week things slowly ease back to normal and by Thursday we were almost back to our old selves.

That Thursday evening Billy actually bumps into Jess and I as we were out for a walk. There is only a moment of awkwardness as Billy gives my girlfriend an overly familiar ogle to which she blushes and I feel a stir in my loins. This is quickly masked and before long the three of us share some friendly chat before bidding each other good night and going our separate ways. The moment he is out of earshot Jess and I laughed like naughty children who got away with something, hugged each other tight, and enjoyed the rest of our walk.

It turned out Billy had been the perfect choice after all, just like Jessica said he would be.  Not even a week later and we were enjoying all of the spoils our sexy indiscretion with none of the drawbacks I had worried about.

Friday comes and I decide to use up some of the extra time off I had earned when I had pulling a string of late shifts the month before. I call my boss and he lets me take the day off no problem at all. That morning is sedate and pleasant as Jessica and I drink coffee, nibble on scones, tidy up a bit, and just spending some quality time together. I treasured these times with her and looked forward to a lifetime of more mornings just like this.  I knew I had to quit stalling and put a ring on this girl’s finger to make it official.  I just had to figure out the perfect way to ask.

At about 1:30 the day takes an unexpected turn.

I am scrolling through the game store on my phone looking for something new to play while I sat on the shitter when I hear Jessica let out a sharp gasp followed by a giggle.

I look up to where she stood by the dining room table. "What's up?"

She is peeking through the blinds to the deck, staring at something next door with great interest. "Looks like someone called in sick again."

"He didn't! Lazy little shit.  Carl’s gonna have his ass."

She laughs. "He did. And you'll never guess what he's doing." She waves me over.

"He's not!"

"He is!" She peeps. "Naked as the day he was born. Come here, check him out."

I roll my eyes and shake my head. Despite myself I get up and walk over. Peering through I see him just as Jessica had described last week, laid out on a deck chair in the middle of his back yard with tunes, beer, and not a stitch of clothing to be seen. His smooth shaved tan body gleams under the bright afternoon sun.

"I wonder if Paul knows Billy's been raiding his beer fridge."

"He he he." Jessica raises to her tip toes to get a slightly better look. "Do you know where the binoculars are?"

I give her a pinch. "You horny little hussy."

She giggles like a school girl. Her head moving left and right to try to find the ideal sight line Jessica's eyes remained glued to the hot young man in the next yard. "I'm just lookin."

I don't know what comes over me. My doubts and trepidation from Sunday seemed a distant memory now while the white hot eroticism of the deck scene is still seared in my mind. Watching her look at him and admire his long lean body lights the fires of my passion. The intervening days had been so easy and unproblematic. We now knew Billy could keep a secret and I knew Jessica could stick to a deal without objection. I know I am thinking with my little head but the case it made is so convincing. The first time had been so fucking hot and the sex it had inspired since had been incredible...why not just one more?

"Binoculars?"  I ask.

She nods. "Do you know where they are?"

I slide my arm around her slender shoulders. "You could just go take a closer look."

"Take a closer...?" Her head snaps up to look at me. "Micheal?"

I smile and shrug. "If you want to do it one more time, last time for sure, I wouldn't stop you."

"You..." Her face brightens into a huge grin. "...horny little hussy!"

We both laugh. We were being so bad and we knew it.

"I don't know, it was just supposed to be the once." She says with a guilty grin. "Thouuuugh...I mean...I guess we've already done the deed. I suppose once more couldn't hurt."

"He he he."

"Same rules as before?"

"Sounds good." 

“You’ll watch?  Through the binoculars?”

“You know I will.  I wouldn’t miss it for anything.  I will always watch my baby perform.”  I kiss her head and swat her ass. "Have fun. See you on the other side."

With a delighted squeal and a hop in her step she hurries to ready herself for a visit to the neighbor's yard. As she does this I go to find the binoculars already thinking of the amazing sex we’d have once she returned.

Chapter 12