Calf-Love (page 18)
Added 2022-01-29 13:08:46 +0000 UTCOh Song… I promise the rest of the story will be happy! Just give it like 3 more page!
I have a really distinct and very shameful moment of my life locked in my memory. A long time ago when my friend had already come out but I hadn’t yet, someone asked if we were a couple and instead of just saying no I immediately launched into “she’s gay, I’m not, etc”. I just panicked, but I remember the hurt on her face so clearly. I don’t think I’ll ever forgive myself for that. It’s definitely about self preservation for Mansa, even if that means Song pays the price alone… he’ll make it right though. I promise 💕
Comments
That wasn't clear from earlier, as he was rather rude inside. But then I'm glad Mansa went out after him and didn't accepted it without a word afterward
Gabriel Hale
2022-03-12 12:58:39 +0000 UTCWow, that’s a lot. He’s getting thrown out because of racism, not because he’s thoughtless
Whiteley Foster
2022-03-12 12:51:10 +0000 UTCImpulsive and thoughtless acting can led you to this, no surprise here, you need to learn having a brain isn't just for to fill the pace in your brain, especially in a world like this
Gabriel Hale
2022-03-12 09:55:33 +0000 UTCThis story is breaking my fucking heart as much as the previous one 🙈 Poor Song, he doesn't deserve any of that, he's just impulsive and not afraid to do what he wants and I love and respect him for that. #TeamSong any day, every day Really sad Mansa didn't step up, but I don't think it would've been too realistic in this situation and Mansa being all brain and not much heart (where Song is concerned right now) makes sense. This is what makes them both very realistic, they are flawed in different ways, but always try to change for the better. Song's flaws are definitely the type that make me sympathize with him even more, but I'm looking forward to reaching that point with Mansa as well. I'm sooo excited for some happier times and their first proper interaction! I would've already been absolutely charmed with the way Song took a risk and then totally owned it when it backfired.
Lyubi
2022-01-31 16:22:11 +0000 UTCThey’re sure lucky Harmony already left. She’d kick all their asses!!
AJ
2022-01-30 04:45:09 +0000 UTCPoor babies! I appreciate you sharing your personal feelings with us and in your art. I brings a deep richness to it. Thank you ♥️
Kat Holtz
2022-01-29 20:09:03 +0000 UTCOh no! Poor Song! Mansa’s coworkers are horrible!!!
Atelerix
2022-01-29 19:29:10 +0000 UTCA mixer is like a dance hall for humans/infernals, I’ll define it in a few pages!
Whiteley Foster
2022-01-29 19:03:38 +0000 UTCI’m going to actually say what it is a few pages, but mixer is basically just a dance hall for humans/infernals
Whiteley Foster
2022-01-29 18:56:03 +0000 UTCWow, that slur hit me 😞 I’m sorry you went through that, Whiteley. Thanks for always being vulnerable and sharing with us 💜🖤🤍
litlgreenleaf
2022-01-29 18:54:21 +0000 UTCMy brain, immediately: but he's already at a mixer! Me:. ... That's not what they mean by that
Zari
2022-01-29 18:13:18 +0000 UTCI don't know this expression. Is that an insult?
Samara Lilly (Sandra)
2022-01-29 18:11:29 +0000 UTCMixer? I’m assuming that’s an awful thing to call somebody. And I’m sorry you went though that. Finding yourself is always a process. And sometimes good things come out of awful experiences which is shitty. And I wish it didn’t have to happen that way.
BlueBaggins
2022-01-29 17:34:50 +0000 UTCThat's so harsh, I hope Song isn't hurt too much😥😥
Marta
2022-01-29 16:35:32 +0000 UTCI understand that instinctive reaction. It’s a scary world. I’ve told that lie myself. I like that you bring your experiences into your work and I love the motion in this scene despite the sad topic.
Ariana Lipman
2022-01-29 14:48:59 +0000 UTCAwww, I'm sorry you went through that. I think we all feel that way, when we start to grow into our sexualities and gender identities. When my brother made fun of me for being mistaken for a boy, once, I handled that very aggressively. I think at the time, I subconsciously knew I wasn't fully female, but was scared to admit it to myself. Now that I am older, and have come to terms with being non-binary, I understand why and made peace with it.
Ace Of Tales
2022-01-29 14:33:42 +0000 UTCI remember doing some survey with a friend which asked about sexuality, I didn’t know what the word hetrosexual meant and said normal 😣 I cringe at my wording (and I’m amused that I thought I was straight).
Pears
2022-01-29 14:03:18 +0000 UTCOh poor Song 😭 I hope he isn’t hurt.
Little0cean
2022-01-29 13:39:42 +0000 UTCOh poor baby
Tarek Giver of Cookies
2022-01-29 13:22:50 +0000 UTCIt’s so true.. it can be just so hard to let go of. I know exactly how much I grew from that, but it was so unfair of me. Thank god the people we were with there accepting, we had only just met them and I can’t image if they had had I’ll intentions that day. That’s the part that really scared me 😔 I’m just really grateful my friend was understanding and that they were decent people! I’m just a collection of mistakes, but I’m working on it 💕
Whiteley Foster
2022-01-29 13:22:06 +0000 UTCIt’s a journey. A remember saying something really insensitive about gay panic on A03 without any understanding of what I was talking about. The community embraced me and educated me instead of cancelling me. We all have to show each other grace.
SH
2022-01-29 13:16:08 +0000 UTCoh darling.... DAMN ALL THOSE BASTARDS (in the moment) 😤 but also, what you wrote in the caption is so very relatable, I had couple of moments similar to this in my past life, before I gained enough courage to be myself (almost everywhere, it's still a complicated path), I apologised for my past reactions much more than once after ❤️ it's not us, it's a deep rooted trauma and defense response, and it's good if we realise it and can take a healthier path forward ❤️
sick_pineapple
2022-01-29 13:14:58 +0000 UTCImma fight these hoes (ง`-´)ง
Tomanto
2022-01-29 13:14:12 +0000 UTCNooooooooooooooo. 😢
Jem
2022-01-29 13:13:37 +0000 UTCBig time, there will actually be a whole section of this story that gets into why he even wanted to be an officer in the first place (it’s not a good reason)
Whiteley Foster
2022-01-29 13:12:32 +0000 UTCPoor Song!
sparksearcher
2022-01-29 13:11:55 +0000 UTCIs this why mansa decided to be a judge instead?
Tarek Giver of Cookies
2022-01-29 13:11:24 +0000 UTCThey are so young and scared
Tarek Giver of Cookies
2022-01-29 13:10:57 +0000 UTCOh Song 🥺💔
Nicola Coxon
2022-01-29 13:10:54 +0000 UTC😭
rippingoffmyface
2022-01-29 13:10:21 +0000 UTC
