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Im exhausted. I've worked on this for ages. The bass and piano was  _not_ easy.  Anyway, I dont wanna waste your time but I wanna say something to the 10 dollar pledgers. Well, all of you I guess. Hopefully you'll read this: I've planned a hangout for ages, but life right now is hard for me. I'm just gonna be honest, I mean, yeah we all  try to look good in social media, all being happy etc, but everything's not ok atm. I wouldn't be anywhere without the support of my parents who let me sing loud as fuck day in, day out for years, and right now my mom is extremely sick. She can walk or talk for a few seconds then she's exhausted and she gets sad, and it's the worst fucking thing. My dad just got liver cancer at the same time, so.. Well, basically I need to help a lot, and I also WANT to spend time with them because I don't wanna look back when it's too late and think "I prioritized stuff that could wait to try and please everyone".  I would probably kill myself if I had to live with that. So: To ALL you guys, 1 dollar pledgers, 10 dollar pledgers, 35 dollar pledgers: You mean SO much to me, and you are incredibly important, but right now PLEASE bear with me. I will do a hangout when I can, and I will do more frequently videos when things are easier. I can promise you 1 video a week atleast, but for a bit I might not be able to do more than that.  Right now, it's hard. I know many of you will understand, just hoping most all of you will understand because I've lost a lot of patrons and I totally understand, but it sucks. Anyway, hope u like the new video, it wasn't easy, instrumen-wize. Have a nice weekend, and thanks for understanding (if you do).

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Comments

Take all the time you need, its a hard time for both you and your parents, We (the few loyal Patrons) will still be here when you get back. I'm a $1 or $2 supporter sorry I can't remember which. Please look after your own health as well.

Oliver- Smilliereacts

Take care of yourself first mate! Real life comes first. Sending good vibes your way.

Dave Grant

You've lost patrons because you're not pumping out videos on a daily basis? Wow. People need to realize you're a human, not a robot. A human with family, with friends, with life outside of the studio. Take all the time you need with your family and don't feel guilty about it! Your real fans will still be here when things get easier. My mom has chronic pain and my dad has had cancer too, so I know what it can be like. It's hard. Do what you need to for your parents and best wishes and healing for them and you!

Antra Celmins

We understand it, don't worry. Family above all. Spend time with your parents. Do what you need to, we're here for you. All the best wishes to your parents! I hope they'll both feel better.

Tatiana

I'm so sorry to hear about your parents and I understand how much of a tough time it will be for all of you. I hope that some healing can happen soon for your parents. I am your loyal fan from Perth Western Australia, so I'll be here no matter what. Take all the time you need to spend with your parents, that's what is most important. Sending love and healing to your parents and to you. xoxoxo I am only your $1 pledger, I can't afford anymore than that at the moment, but I will not abandon you, even if you can't put a video out that often I don't care., I will always be here. xoxoxo

Kathy

That really sucks man, I'm sorry. My father got liver cancer a few years ago, it was rough for everyone. I know advice from a person online doesn't mean a whole lot, but maybe try looking into getting these b17 vitamins made from peach pits(I think that's them) but they have to be from Mexico. They have helped tons of people go into remission, but it is something he will need to take for the rest of his life, it can also get a little spendy. I hope they both can recover very soon. Even if you can't make a video for a month or a year, I will stay with you as a patron, I'm just sorry I can't do more.

Thrax

Life goes up and down, just flow with it bro and all is well! Forget what people think and expect of you and just enjoy or at least accept whatever is in your reality even thru tough times. Take care of your close ones, wish you all the best and that things go smoothly. Peace!

Rob Lundgren

What a beautiful song, Pellek! Thank you. And good luck with everything, I hope for the best. You do what you have to do, and try not to worry about the rest.

Leigh


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