Hey guys!
it's been awhile i guess it's time to admit i have straight up art block
i cannot bring myself to draw and i honestly don't want to force myself into drawing, clenching teeth
i mean it happened before and the best thing to do is just relax and wait until resources are restored
i probably should've put my Patreon on pause but i still have hope to bring something to the table this month
ALSO I feel desire to draw something completely unrelated to any fandoms but i watch One Piece rn and it feels like home again and how can i NOT draw something c'mon XD
it's funny how i always try to reassure my fella artists when they feel shitty about not drawing a thing for a month, convincing them that it's ok a-a-and here I go spiralling into self doubt and guilt when it happens to me and i feel like i don't meet your expectations. Though i know you are most supportive and understanding people (whom i'm not deserving of) who don't expect me to upload content every single day, who know that there are times like these when you just stare into the void and nothing comes out cuz it happens to all of us. And we all know when this block is over there will be streams, and arts, and fun and LUBOV but, bwoy, it better be over asap!
till then i'm just couch potat

I hope you're all healthy and doing fine up there :}
yours CXlll
Ronnie Silverlake
2021-06-28 11:05:16 +0000 UTCMichelle Selway
2021-06-22 02:42:38 +0000 UTC