Not so Quick update…
Added 2021-08-18 04:40:37 +0000 UTCHi guys! So I decided to make this video where I explained what happened this past few days with me and my mental health.
I hope you watch it. Ik it’s long but it will mean a lot if you can hear me out ❤️
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I'm happy this is like s safe space for you, and happy you're seeing a therapist. I want to suggest/recommend a harvard trained psychiatrist I really like and has made me realize a lot of things/helped a lot - that does 'interviews' (like one-off therapy sessions) with twitch streamers/youtubers, because he wanted to help gamers etc. He's super good I think, and it's nice to hear other people speak openly about their issues and the therapist (dr. k aka healthygamerGG) guide them to new revelations. He has videos on youtubes and you can look at Twitch vods if you like. He comes with a eastern/buddist point of view and thinks that western medicin (including mental health) tries to be very 'one size fits all' - or tries to help symptoms (anxiety/depression etc) instead of fixing the root of the issue - when we're all different and personalized care would be better. Here's an example, but you can look up specific interviews for social anxiety, parents having expectations/controlling you etc etc. Linking one about intrusive thoughts but the "interviewee" is a woman also talking about parents/depression https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2cocDtxotBE
Shaun Kemmer
2021-08-21 23:22:38 +0000 UTCThank you! It really took a lot for me to react to MLFS this week. I was so scared and kinda hyperventilating at the beginning but I move past it and focus on how much I love the show! I love Raylla as well! I think ppl took me too seriously when I was shipping Bellcollar without realizing that I love Raylla too. Idk it was a crazy week to say the least. Thank you for your support ❤️❤️❤️❤️
JuliDG
2021-08-19 05:08:54 +0000 UTCThank you so much. This means the world to me ❤️❤️❤️❤️
JuliDG
2021-08-19 05:06:54 +0000 UTCI love you Maria! You are such a good friend bc you always give me the space to feel whatever it is that I feel and give a perspective that I haven’t thought of. I can’t count the many times you have literally take me out of those darkest moments. I am so lucky to call you my friend ❤️
JuliDG
2021-08-19 05:06:29 +0000 UTCThat’s true! And I have succeeded! I’m very proud of the community I am building here where we can talk about literally everything and we are always respectful with one another ❤️
JuliDG
2021-08-19 05:03:02 +0000 UTCYeah. Out of this entire mess that’s the silver lining for me. Now more than ever I need to stay true to who I am and what I believe. Some ppl might not like it but others will. I can’t make everyone like, that’s not possible. I need to focus on the ones I actually can have a respectful conversation rather than the ones who just hate what I do.
JuliDG
2021-08-19 05:01:57 +0000 UTCThank you! Knowing that I’m not alone in this fight makes me feel so much better. I am doing what I can to always support my family but I think it’s time to let them know that I do have a limit sometimes. Thank you for supporting me ❤️
JuliDG
2021-08-19 05:00:08 +0000 UTCHi Juli, Thanks for pouring your mind and heart out in this video. I’m sorry for everything that’s happening right now. I really hope you can find the strength once again and get back on your feet and high spirits soon. Just as there are people who will bring you down or doubt you, there will also be people who will always support and believe in you, so try your best to hang on to those :)) I really hope you continue reacting to Motherland. I truly enjoy your reactions - and this is coming from a Scylla and Raylla fan :)) hang in there!
Rachelle A.
2021-08-19 01:03:32 +0000 UTCThank you so much for making this video Juli and always being so honest and real with us. You're one of the strongest people I know and I really look up to you! I'll always be here to support forever! Love you!
Jenn Rose
2021-08-18 07:34:00 +0000 UTCI guess Trump Supporters is now a new way for people to insult each other-which is what we need! :/
Natasha G
2021-08-18 07:24:26 +0000 UTCwhew I'm glad you shared all of this with the people on here as well. In case anyone wants to know, here are my two cents on Juli: Juli is a person who will always listen to you, never judge you, but still be 100% honest with you at all times. That are the qualities that make her a great friend. But she sadly doesn't apply those same things to herself. She does so much, but yet it never seems enough in her eyes. If you knew half the shit she takes care of daily, you would crumble under that trust me. At least I would. Also my girl has grown so much already mentally and has gone through tough times in the past couple of months and years, stuff that would make other people turn to the dark side. But she hasn't. Juli is a fighter. And it's about damn time she realises her worth and puts up some boundaries for people and situations that make her not see that. I can only speak for myself, but I know other people on here will agree with me: Juli is a strong, sensitive, passionate, determined, inspiring woman who deserves to finally value herself and see these qualities in herself. I'm very very glad that she's my friend. Let's just all support her being her own friend too. And can I say: seeing her on this video truly THRIVE is such a beautiful thing. you're doing amazing sweetie. Love you always.
thisismaria27
2021-08-18 07:08:44 +0000 UTCunfortunately fandom life is just like that😭 people will call you all kinds of crazy things over a fictional character or ship just today barchies on twitter were being called trump supporters for being okay with barchie cheating ?? people take it way too far all the time
fry
2021-08-18 06:50:53 +0000 UTCjuli it is not luck!!! you are very interesting and funny and entertaining and the proof is literally in the pudding because so many people have reaction channels but only the people who bring thoughtful opinions to the table and are funny and likeable are the ones who become successful
fry
2021-08-18 06:20:02 +0000 UTCThank you for making this video Julie! You are valid and you are cared about. I started watching you and joined your patreon because I related to you in a lot of ways. I can definitely relate to a lot of the feelings you described and I am proud that even though you feel down you can reach out for help from your doctor and even talking to us. To me you are so brave for choosing to stay authentic and putting your true opinions out there especially in the face of criticism. Love you Julie ❤ stay true to yourself and I hope you feel better soon.
Dominique
2021-08-18 06:18:42 +0000 UTCThank you for talking about this, Julie! I understand when you talked about caring for both your son, and your mom. I live with my dad, to help him around the house, and to keep him company, and sometimes try and cook for him. Lately he's been getting more depressed because of Covid, ect. And staying up later, which is messing with his behavior. I tend to worry about him by default, and it does mess up my routine-which isn't his fault, or bad in a way. It just causes triggers of my own. It's SO hard when you want to care for someone, and CONSTANTLY worry for their health, and happiness! Especially if you feel like you should be doing more :(-I am sure you are doing MORE than enough, I just can understand that. I am so glad you are going to be talking to your therapist, and I truly hope you feel better soon <3
Natasha G
2021-08-18 05:19:15 +0000 UTC
