Friends...

Hello,

This past week has been one of the most challenging ones this year but I'm slowly feeling better.

The things I have found out about the father of my son are unbelievable. The things he has done to me! All the money he has stolen from me and my son is a lot but I've been able to recover at least 20% of it. Not everything but it's something.

I will proceed legally so he can pay me back everything that he owns me and my son. I have the support of my entire family who have allowed me to break down and cry for the past few days and have been there telling me that it's ok to feel the way I feel. That is not my fault that this happened! That everything is on him! I still feel like an idiot for trusting him, but Ik I have to move forward.

I don't want to keep crying or allowing him to hurt me any more! I am working on getting a restraining order but here in my country you have to be nearly dying for the cops to pay attention to a woman claiming she is been harass or threaten. The laws in my country allow men like him to do a lot of damage before they even pay attention to us.

This past few days tho, I have confirmed how good of a job I do with Josh. He has been the most kind and lovely kid in the planet, he understood what was happening and even feels ashamed for the things his dad did. But he has been there for me, taking care of me and hugging me every time I needed a hug or a kiss from him. 

Right now, I want to move past this. I want to feel better to continue doing what I love. I miss my shows. I miss laughing and been me! I miss you guys!

I ask you to give me this weekend to fully recover. I have also been vaccinated yesterday against Covid-19 and I haven't felt so well due to the side effects. But on Monday I should be back and ready to post. 

Thank you for your patience! Thank you for always been there for me and for allowing me to have a safe space to rely on! You guys are amazing!

Thank you! And I see you on Monday! ♥