I’ve been thinking…
Added 2022-05-18 03:14:58 +0000 UTCHey you guys… So… These past few days I haven’t been feeling like I’m doing much. I’ve been under a lot of stress with Josh getting sick, not sleeping for a few days, doing a lot more physical activities, etc. That I feel like I haven’t giving you guys my best…
Today I thought I was going to be ready to do more than 1 video but I had to wait for a couple of deliveries and someone to install my TV and that took almost all freaking day!!
I reacted to Dawson’s Creek and edited a couple of things for YT, and now I feel so freaking tired and I can’t do more 😭
I don’t want to give you guys a forced reaction and I don’t want you guys to see how tired I am… I don’t think that’s fair BUT at the same time I feel like shit for not posting 🥺
Also… it’s a bit weird but I feel like watching more Movies than shows rn 🤷♀️ And since Ik you guys are also here for my TV show reactions I feel like I’m letting you guys down when I focus on one thing and not all at the same time… I mean… schedules aside I should do what I feel like doing right? If that means less of some show or movie so be it right? It’s better when I am into whatever I am watching than when I force myself to do something right?
For instance, today I was ready for Dawson’s then, according to my schedule I should have done Lucifer, but I’m so tired that I couldn’t do it BUT tomorrow I SHOULD do Lucifer but I feel like doing more The Wilds instead 🤦♀️
Ik it might sound silly but honestly idek what to do sometimes! I want all of you to be happy with my content but idk sometimes I can’t please everyone and I end up feeling like crap.
Or maybe I’m just burned out 🤷♀️
Idk I wanted to share this with you guys. If anyone have any advice I would love to read them…
Anyways, have a good night and I’ll see you tomorrow ❤️
Comments
I’m waiting for your All American reactions 😵💫
Kaitlyn Herring
2022-05-20 13:55:50 +0000 UTCYeah, Movies are exclusive to the 10$ tier, which is why sometimes I feel guilty when I post on only 1 tier for a long time... I need to find the right balance I guess... ♥
JuliDG
2022-05-19 02:06:48 +0000 UTCThank you ♥
JuliDG
2022-05-19 02:05:45 +0000 UTCThank you barb. That means a lot ♥
JuliDG
2022-05-19 02:05:37 +0000 UTCYeah that's true. I always have this imposter syndrome vibe that I feel like you guys will hate me for not posting but I do need to understand that I'm not a machine and that no one sees me as one you know? I need to work on that too.
JuliDG
2022-05-19 02:04:51 +0000 UTCYeah I do feel like that... But I guess a bit of break won't hurt any one right?
JuliDG
2022-05-19 02:02:58 +0000 UTCHonestly I'm excited for that show and I want to binge it too, but I want to be in the right mood to watch it you know? I hope that when I do post it you guys know I'm 100% enjoying it!
JuliDG
2022-05-19 02:02:26 +0000 UTCThank you sm!!!
JuliDG
2022-05-19 02:01:27 +0000 UTCSo true Claudia, it has been awhile since I don't do that... I will def. think about that!
JuliDG
2022-05-19 02:01:18 +0000 UTCIt makes absolute sense, I completly understand what you mean and honestly THAT'S EXACTLY what I aim for all the time! Raw reactions and sometimes when I am not in the mood they even feel odd to me
JuliDG
2022-05-19 02:00:48 +0000 UTCThank you sm for your support Alejandro! You guys have made me feel so much better ♥
JuliDG
2022-05-19 01:51:23 +0000 UTCThat's where I don't want to get you know? Where I feel just numb doing something! It's one of the reasons I don't do requested shows atm And yes, I think since it has become my main job some of the fun and spontaneity of it kinda went away. Thank you for letting me know your POV
JuliDG
2022-05-19 01:45:50 +0000 UTCThank you ♥♥♥
JuliDG
2022-05-19 01:03:38 +0000 UTCOf course we don’t want to force you to do anything you don’t want to do and the majority of us are understanding! I just wanted to point out that I’m in a $7 tier so I don’t see movie reactions which is fine but maybe you forgot that there are tiers that don’t see the movies. I see polls for the movies but I think that’s one or two above my tier. Not a complaint because I just want you to be happy and mentally and physically healthy❤️
Nikki S
2022-05-18 22:11:11 +0000 UTCalso you can take a break if you want ! recuperate and rest for a bit !!!!
Barb
2022-05-18 18:12:25 +0000 UTCI think for your most authentic reactions you should do what you want !!!! If you feel like reacting to the wilds instead of lucifer go ahead and do that. if you feel like watching movies at the moment more than anything watch movies instead! sure people will be waiting for their favorite tv shows to be reacted to and i cant speak for everyone but as someone that waits for your dawson’s creek reactions the most i don’t mind waiting until you feel like watching it
Barb
2022-05-18 18:10:55 +0000 UTCYeah like it's been awhile since she has reacted to a show she has chosen (and not a rec). It's also nice to discover new shows we don't know and share what you like Juli :)
Claudia Bordey
2022-05-18 17:18:41 +0000 UTCObviously we all want you to react to shows we like or shows/movies/animations we think you will like but this is your channel and you should just do what you want. Some will stay, some will leave and maybe come back but reacting shouldn't feel like a burden. Maybe reacting for now to shorter shows or light stuff would help?
Claudia Bordey
2022-05-18 17:16:32 +0000 UTCit feels like you need some time off just for yourself. Like you said, maybe you are in burn out. Sometimes, it appears out of nowhere and just show you how tired you really are. Taje care anf thank you so much for all the love you put in your work for us.
Jessiesweetheart
2022-05-18 14:38:27 +0000 UTCDon’t overwork yourself. We understand, and we want you to be genuinely happy to be watching stuff. I can’t wait until you watch Heartstopper, especially if you want a mood booster :)
KMichelle
2022-05-18 11:38:13 +0000 UTCDo not worry. Family and mental health always comes first. My wishes go out to you and Josh.
Mariah Libby
2022-05-18 09:06:44 +0000 UTCHi Juli :) Watching you react to your favorite couple/moment/ etc. with so much joy makes me happy. For example, I watched a OTH reaction 6x23, and Haley made a comment regarding Peyton, after Brooke said " That b**** stole my man!" - and then Brooke said "Not Peyton" and then you burst into laughter and replayed the scene a few times, lol :D That's a REAL reaction, and it always me smile and laugh :D- so the most important thing is that you take the time and take a break, go off schedule. I would love more movie reaction. Watch something YOU want, and not a show/movie that won a poll so you feel obligated to watch if you're not in the mood. I hope this makes sense :D
Andreas
2022-05-18 08:12:44 +0000 UTCJuli, please don't feel like you have to watch anything you don't want to. like eri said, reactions are only enjoyable when the reactor is enjoying what they're watching. we understand if you go off the schedule, and just react to what you want to. if you don't feel like tv shows right now, i don't think anybody would mind if you do movies for a while! and don't feel like you're letting us down, because you could never do that. we all just want to see you enjoy what you do, so if you feel too tired, go ahead and take a break! we love you 🤍
alejandro valles
2022-05-18 07:01:30 +0000 UTCDon't force yourself to react to things you aren't interested in I am not naming names but a reactor that I follow obviously doesn't like reacting to half the show she's recommended and she looks dead inside tbh. I am all for movies and I'm sure other people here will enjoy it also. Its sucks because things that one enjoys doing, as soon as it becomes a job it starts to become more of a chore and I think we all want you to enjoy what you watch and to have fun and to not really think of it as a job.
StrawberryCookies
2022-05-18 04:49:02 +0000 UTCa reaction is only enjoyable when the reactor is happy and enjoying what they are watching so always always watch what you want to watch and not what other people want to see
fry
2022-05-18 04:32:47 +0000 UTC
