My Muses. Continued

One of the main muses is the place where I happen to stay. not everywhere I can feel free, and even more, sexually free. Bali was such a place, India was not, because even while swimming and being on the beach, I felt restless, I could go swimming and find that people were swimming towards me, or someone was taking pictures on the phone because I was in a swimsuit. You feel like some kind of animal.

I'm probably a bore, but it always infuriated me, I started to feel that I couldn't relax, that I was wearing something flashy and everyone wanted to get it. And "this" is my own body. I will talk about it many times in the blog: sexual energy for me is an act of my self-expression, not self-affirmation, so excessive attention causes a desire to hide more than to start talking even louder in a cafe)))

Although the act of self-expression is an act of self-affirmation! it's hard to realize it, but since I'm writing alone with myself, and I'm writing the truth, my task as a writer is to reveal the inside of the hero. So I will take your admiration and lust for a real bargaining chip, but as something inaccessible, real, as if I can be there. I would make such a cocktail for you and bring it personally on a tray)

Naturally, this is Paris, but more about the creative atmosphere, so for some reason I wouldn't risk it on the street, but somewhere in a bar, somewhere on the set, I'd be happy to undress)) While I'm finishing my first music album, that's basically why I'm stuck in Georgia and I'm not going anywhere, as if I don't see any point in running away until the case is over, I want to speak out musically and move on. But I'm already starting to dream about naked filming in Paris, I'm working like this, I'm starting to dream about something, so I really want it……

Bali was a paradise, probably because everyone there goes in for sports, everyone has beautiful pumped-up bodies, you're always in a semi-tight swimsuit and it doesn't matter, no one attaches more importance to how you look, beauty among beauty, you're sexy, free, no one tries to manipulate their beauty, their sexuality, no one restricts anyone in getting out of your sexuality.

You are sexy, beautiful and free… And since this is something permanent and something that everyone has, there is no outlandish meaning in it. At some point, like an artist I directed all my feelings and interests into my own gut and I became uninterested in comparing myself with other women or artists, I am more interested in viewer who chooses me, I want to express myself through myself: the beam, the spotlight is directed inward.

I am always looking for inspiration not only in my field, but rather in another. Undressing and photographing myself is inspired by music, the rays of the morning sun or the sunset.

My muses are also sexual minorities, because they have some kind of vision and feeling for this world, it affects such a topic as sex for people, everyone is already excited or tense from this word, and these people have their own understanding of how they like such a sensitive topic. And this also inspires me not to be ashamed of my feelings and desires, not to be ashamed of myself. I look at people who choose any partner for themselves, both in sex and love, and this surprises me, it makes me brighter and more open, someone else's choice of freedom!

Jessie Anderws https://www.instagram.com/jessieandrews

also became my muse, she is a former porn actress, I recently found her on Instagram. I was struck by her unusual vision. She is a designer and just a beauty, I followed her on Instagram, looked at her refined taste and aesthetics, what kind of taste she has in clothes and furniture. And in November, a friend told me that she starred in porn, and there really is a lot of porn with her, and there was a break of all the damn templates. Because for me, people from the porn industry are those who remain in it forever or remain in the erotic segment or go over the top: completely opposite to my style, and she was a complete exception and a shot in the head, in a good way.

Such people inspire me a lot. In my understanding, any occupation exists regardless of personality, I mean, it doesn't matter what you do, as long as you have your own taste. And nothing defames a person like the person himself. And I can assume that her delicate taste is connected to her first activity. Such people inspire me, you can do whatever you want and be whatever you want. Porn actor, director or musician, it all depends on you. Such people give a sense of freedom by their example. I want to shoot naked, I want to write music.

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