OKKennyMay

Nerf tHis yOU PUNK-

Added 2022-06-01 15:39:30 +0000 UTC

I tell you what this was actually rather therapeutic, it's hard to think clearly most of the time so getting it all out on digital paper helped me work through some feelings I been battling with as of late 💖 I don't generally like making people anything other than happy with my art so it's been hard for me to bring myself to make lil things like this, but I think in sharing these feelings if there's even one person that can vibe with this and it gives them a lil bit of strength to keep fighting against this often times unfair universe along side me, then that gives me the confidence to bare my battles to the world 💖

I just want to thank you guys again for sticking by me through all my fumbles and bumbles, I owe you all so much, not just for giving me the ability to earn a living for myself when all other avenues where cut off thanks to my health, but for giving me the ability to be proud of myself 💖 When I think about how far I've come, just laying on my Mums couch being cared for, day in, day out-just trying to survive to the next day, only able to quietly read as even watching TV and movies was enough to set off overwhelming nausea, even the company of others was too much to bare for the most part let alone a conversation, I couldn't even spend time with my own family, I honestly don't know how I survived those days, they lasted unthinkable years, I have to remind myself to be grateful for everything I've managed to gain back, instead of feeling sorry for myself for everything that's yet still lost and may never return 😤 perspective is a funny thing

Thanks for listening yah'll 🥰💖