Nonexternal

Thank you - life/art update

Added 2022-04-19 14:58:09 +0000 UTC

As always idk where to start exactly.
I just wanted to make a little post thanking you all for all your support towards me and my art<3

Ik I can be very distant, grumpy and stuff, and im sorry about that, it's just how things are right now >< I don't mean to be mean or anything, I just have periods of energy levels when it comes to social stuff, and when its low I usually have nothing left for other people, and i can turn somewhat annoyed.

Anyways It's starting to slowly hit me that I have to be earn all my money myself in 1,5 month, as my social support period for my mental problems its coming to its end.
If i where to get more support from the state id have to go trough a long program, and at the end of that I'm would be dreamed as unable to work and just forgotten(Which means im also not allowed to earn money or something weird, idk the details.

HOWEVER, that's not how I want things to end up, and I want to be able to support myself, and the only means I've found is trough art, as it is the only way I am able to be my own boss, and somewhat enjoy the way i earn money.

And to be honest, i don't know if I'm ready, and my mind doesn't seem to be taking it as serious as i should - idk if it's because I'm drained lately or what, but it just feels that way.

So this comes back to the thank you think: I feel im so bad at being grateful for your support, because its you guys that is enabling me to do this and give me hope that it's possible to continue with this. Even tho the critic in me don't understand why u guys don't find other better 3d artists to support xD

So yeah, a bit of a messy post, but i hope i got the point across somewhat, idk how to repay u guys, but ill figure out a way eventually