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i love you and i am not going anywhere

you have been distant lately, pulling away in a way that i can’t ignore. tonight, i decide i cannot let it linger any longer, so i gently ask you what is going on. at first, you hesitate, your eyes darting away from mine, but eventually, the truth spills out. you tell me about how you are scare...

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keeping each other warm on a winter night

it’s a cold winter night, and i wake up shivering, realising you’ve managed to steal all the covers in your sleep. i gently nudge you awake, whispering softly as i try to tug a bit of the blankets back for myself. instead of letting go, you turn over and cuddle into me, the warmth of your tou...

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tv night: bridgerton s1e4

we're back for more bridgerton. it’s time for episode four, and based on the title alone i know this is going to be a good one. grab something yummy, come close, cuddle up, and let’s watch the next episode of bridgerton together.

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finding ways to stay warm together (no sfx)

the blizzard outside has us completely snowed in, the world beyond our walls quiet and frozen. you have been tied up with work all evening, while i waited for you in bed, trying to stay awake. i must have dozed off, but i wake to the feeling of you snuggling into me, your body icy cold ag...

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finding ways to stay warm together (sfx)

the blizzard outside has us completely snowed in, the world beyond our walls quiet and frozen. you have been tied up with work all evening, while i waited for you in bed, trying to stay awake. i must have dozed off, but i wake to the feeling of you snuggling into me, your body icy cold ag...

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naughty get to know knight: episode 32

very similar to get to know knight except here we are only answer nsfw questions. if you have a nsfw question you can ask it right here. this week we are trying something a little new, let me know...

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just a little update <3

hi beautiful,

i’m so sorry i wasn’t able to post the nsfw audio yesterday as planned. on saturday night, a family emergency came up unexpectedly, and i’ve been doing my best to manage everything since then. it has been a lot to handle, and it pulled me away from my schedule. i know h...

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december calendar

youtube videos will come out Wednesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday at 3pm EST. 

cutie series will be released on Monday.

nsfws will be released on Wednesdays and Sundays.

tv night will be released Thursday the 5th, 12th &&nb...

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Movie Night: The Holiday

it's officially the holiday season so what better movie to watch to get it started than the holiday. I don't know anything about this movie what so ever but I'm beyond excited to get under the blankets on this cold night and watch it with you. so snuggle close, get something yummy to snack on and...

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babygirl exclusive: end of month beard asmr

it’s been a full month of no shave november, and my beard is officially at its longest. since the month is coming to a close, i thought it would be the perfect time to do some beard asmr just for you. from the soft sounds of brushing to the texture of my beard at this length, let’s en...

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you don’t want to leave, but i’m taking you home

the moment i get the text, i know exactly where you are, even though you shouldn’t be. i head straight to the party, pushing through the crowd to find you. when i do, you’re laughing, flushed, the alcohol making you braver than usual. but the second our eyes meet, the defiance kicks in. youâ€...

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finding you when you're lost

you are exactly where i thought you would be, at your favourite secret spot. you’ve had a rough day, and though you don’t want anyone around, i know i am the exception. i sit beside you, our legs dangling over the edge, the city sprawling out before us like a living painting. the sunset fades...

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tv night: bridgerton s1e3

we're back for more bridgerton. it’s time for episode three, and i can’t wait to see where the story goes next. grab something yummy, come close, cuddle up, and let’s watch the next episode of bridgerton together.

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babygirl exclusive: choosing love over duty

i have been playing around with an idea after starting bridgerton, and it could possibly turn into a series. i wanted to give you a little teaser of what i have been working on, let me know what you think. <3

the rain is pouring as you run, your dress clinging to you, the storm m...

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confessing my feelings for you

you text me late, asking if i will come over because you do not want to drink alone. when i get there, you are curled up on the couch, your eyes red from tears over a guy who did not give you the time you deserved. you are heartbroken, spilling your thoughts about how much you liked him, how you ...

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by my side: preparing to host our first thanksgiving

it’s just past midnight, and the kitchen feels like its own little world. i’m focused on preparing the turkey, making sure every detail is perfect, while you stand at the counter, arranging dishes and silverware with such careful thought. the excitement is palpable, but so is the nerv...

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finishing my shower (sfx)

i have been in the shower for longer than i intended, the hot water cascading over me, soothing but leaving too much time for my thoughts to wander. the soft knock at the bathroom door breaks through the haze, and when i call out for you to come in, i can already sense your impatience. yo...

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finishing my shower (no sfx)

i have been in the shower for longer than i intended, the hot water cascading over me, soothing but leaving too much time for my thoughts to wander. the soft knock at the bathroom door breaks through the haze, and when i call out for you to come in, i can already sense your impatience. yo...

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holding you through the storm

you are standing at the window, your silhouette framed by the glow of the streetlights breaking through the rain. it has been storming on and off all day, but now, as the night deepens, the rain comes harder and the wind louder. i notice how your hands grip your arms tightly, how your eyes flicke...

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helping you with your nightly skincare routine

i head into the bathroom, planning to grab my toothbrush and start my bedtime routine, but there you are, standing at the sink, completely immersed in your skincare. the soft glow of the light catches the care in your movements, and for a moment, i just watch you. instead of brushing my teeth, i ...

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tv night: bridgerton s1e2

episode one of bridgerton was so good, i’m already hooked. now it’s time for episode two, and i can’t wait to see where the story goes next. grab something yummy, come close, cuddle up, and let’s watch the next episode of bridgerton together.

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letting go of your worries in my arms

the weight of tomorrow is heavy on your mind, filling the room with your quiet anxieties as bedtime draws closer. you try to put on a brave face, but i can see it in your eyes and hear it in the soft sighs you let out. i take your hand and guide you to bed, pulling you close as you rest your head...

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i need you (sfx)

there is something about the way you move, the way your eyes linger on mine, that ignites something primal within me. it is not just desire; it is a need, deep and unrelenting, that makes my pulse quicken and my breath catch. every glance, every touch, every whispered word feels electric,...

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i need you (no sfx)

there is something about the way you move, the way your eyes linger on mine, that ignites something primal within me. it is not just desire; it is a need, deep and unrelenting, that makes my pulse quicken and my breath catch. every glance, every touch, every whispered word feels electric,...

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by my side: gaming while you’re close

i’m at my desk, headset on, playing an online game with some friends. you’re sitting on the couch behind me, doing your own thing, but i can still feel your presence. every so often, i hear you laugh softly at something on your phone or make a little comment about whatever chaos is ha...

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dreams

i wake up to the warmth of you pressed against me, your steady breathing a soft reminder of how close you are. it’s been such a long month, and even my dreams seem to conspire against me, tempting me to break. every part of me is trying to be good, to hold out, but it feels nearly impos...

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finishing your paper together

i walk in to find you on the couch, laptop balanced on your knees, completely focused on finishing your paper. it’s one of many things on your plate, but i know getting this done is a huge milestone. you’ve been chipping away at it all month, and now you’re only a few paragraphs away from r...

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when you need me the most

when you stop replying to my texts and your roommate lets me know you haven’t come out of your room all day, i know something is wrong. i come over and knock softly on your door. at first, you tell me to go away, your voice muffled and heavy. but the moment you hear it is me, there is a pause, ...

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tv night: bridgerton s1e1

it’s finally time to watch bridgerton together. i’m going in completely blind, so i’m really excited. grab something yummy, come close, cuddle up, and let’s watch the first episode of bridgerton together.

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finding peace in your arms

sleep won’t come tonight, my mind racing and thoughts spinning in endless loops. i shift restlessly, trying to find a moment of calm, but it’s no use. then, i feel you stir beside me, woken by my movement. instead of turning back to sleep, you reach for me, your touch soft and warm, and ask q...

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