Estella Rolls

Hate it & Love it

If I like my body now that I am in a Wheelchair?

No and Yes. Mostly no. Just like the relationship with my wheelchair, I love and hate it. Before I got a Spinal Cord injury I was fit and healthy. As a tal...

Switch Places

Living with a paralysis is hard. To drag your legs out of bed in the morning, trying not to lose balance during every movement in the wheelchair and during doing transfers, it's a daily struggle. 

There are so many things to think about and then there are people online commenting that they wi...

Brush my feet

When you are paralyzed you hope everyday that a somehow you feel a little bit more than you do now. I remember asking a friend to tickle my feet when I was in the hospital bed, to see if they would react. But nothing happened. Now and then I still try because I have hope. Even though I have a comple...

Winter is Coming

I don't like the Winter because I can't walk. And therefor it's pretty hard to stay warm. I don't know what to wear. I tried wearing socks in heels but it's not enough. If I do this I need to massage my feet ev...

Barefoot

Rolling around barefoot is not very smart sometimes. It's always better to cover the feet to keep them warm and safe.

The last thing I want is to hit them or make get a scratch. A few weeks ago it went wr...

First One

Currently creating a video!