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Mami's Boy (Part 2)

Heat…

Dominik was plopped down into a giant makeshift baby carriage.  ‘Makeshift’ didn’t do it justice.  ‘Custom’ was more like it. Its wheels belonged to wheelchairs. Its bed was a soft foam child’s mattress, just barely big enough for him to fit in.  Its sidi...

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Flash Fiction- Sloth: The Last Choice You'll Ever Make

Sloth: The Last Choice You’ll Ever Make


Choice. So many choices. Too many choices. You had to choose what and when to eat.  What to wear. Where to live.  What to be when you grew up.  

Fuck those choices. Those weren’t really choices to begin with.

When...

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Ersatz (Part 7)

(Christy)

Christy’s body was up before the rest of her was. Her muscles felt both rested and exhausted, like she was somehow sleeping and up all night having sex at the same time.  She breathed in deep heavy, relaxed sighs and watched the world through half open eyes that did not ful...

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Flash Fiction: Steps To Happiness

Steps To Happiness.

You’re going down the stairs. One by one you take them down. Down, down, down, you’ll go until you’re down to your special place, your most favorite place in the world. The place where you can be little and happy and play forever and ever without a care in the wor...

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Unfair-Chapter 125: Unification

Chapter 125: Unification

I did not sleep

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Ersatz (Part 6)

Tyler

This was wrong. This was so wrong. Tyler sat on the floor with his legs splayed open. On the floor beside him was a paper plate containing cut up hot dogs and blobs of ketchup and mustard to dip them in.  The slices were big and thick enough that they were practi...

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Mami's Boy

Note: All character's in this story are HIGHLY fictionalized versions of real people.

The Hook….

Professional wrestling is fake. Every time the camera is rolling, every time someone who isn’t a wrestler is watching you; it’s a work. No one is actually trying to injure one anot...

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Flash Fiction: What's so bad?

One of the grown-ups comes and grabs you by the hand.  “Come on, baby, let’s change your diaper.”

Your heels reflexively start to dig in, for what little good it does.  The caregiver might as well be a semi truck with how strong she is. You’re going to that changing table...

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Unfair- Chapter 124: Spoiled

[Part 11  Plateau]

Chapter 124: Spoiled

Janet cut the engine to her car and sighed relief.  The trip was over. The weekend was just begun. Unification was less than twenty-four hours, but being trapped in a moving box was done.  Everyone could have their own space. &n...

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Alby & Max (Part 7)

Alby woke up feeling surprisingly well rested, considering he’d passed out on the couch. At the speed of thought, he fantasized camping out in the living room until the end of time. That way he wouldn’t have to face the very necessary task of tossing out…

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Flash Fiction: Greetings

Greetings!

“Hello. Welcome to Walmart,” Randy said.  “Welcome to Walmart.  Welcome to Walmart.”  The sixty-five year old stood just inside the entrance, droning on to shoppers who didn’t even care.  He was practically a human motion sensor.  Whether they ...

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Unfair-Chapter 123:

Chapter 123: Joys and Torments

The peace I’d earned from Janet’s Mom lasted only as long as it took for the four of us to get back to the car.

“You’re not going to make him wear this stuff all the way back, are you?” Her mom said.

“Of course not,” Janet replied, ...

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Ersatz (Part 5)

Drew

Drew did not normally dream, not that he could remember anyways. After a good night’s sleep he would waken feeling refreshed, if slightly groggy, and have the vague feeling of having been dreaming, but the details were always fuzzy and Drew didn’t see much point in...

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Flash Fiction: Advanced

Flash Fiction: Advanced

Day 2

You’re wandering around the re-education center’s playroom. You feel the old familiar cramp in your stomach, and the fullness in your bottom.  

You stop.

You pick a spot in the middle distance.

You bend your knees slightly....

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Flash Fiction: No Choice

Flash Fiction: No Choice.

You’re in bed.

Making love to Mommy.   

She’s wearing nothing.

Neither are you.

Except for your diaper.

“Faster, baby,” she moans. “Faster.”

You obey, thrusting into her as best as you can.

No ...

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Unfair-Chapter 122: Improper Introductions

Chapter 122: Improper Introductions

I was lying down in the backseat of Janet’s car. My pants were down at my ankles, there was a balled up Monkeez laying on the floor beside me, and Janet was looming over me fussing and tugging and tucking so that the new one fit just right. Those stick...

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Flash Fiction: Patient 18 months

Flash Fiction: Patient 18 months

Angela sat in the hospital’s examination room. Emotionally, she was numb. Physically, she was cold, hungry, and had to pee. All of this was very understandable. Hospitals were kept chilly and the shirt, jeans, bra and panties, she’d put on this morning...

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Ersatz (Part 4)

Christy

Some people thought in words. Others in pictures. Christy’s, however, didn’t process in either the visual or the auditory sense. Christy felt. Her brain took in all of the stimulus of her body and gave it feedback in the form of tactile sensations and raw unfilt...

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Capcon Slides 2.

Here's the slideshow I used for my Capcon Presentation.  In addition to the raw slides I used, I also included lots of notes of (basically) what I said and talked about. (now with fewer Ahs and Ums)

It's not the same as being there, but it's the next best thing.

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Back to work (Update)

Okay. I'm about recovered from Capcon.  

Expect more Ersatz and Unfair in the near future.  A particularly lengthy chapter of Alby & Max should be up by middle of next month, and also a special wrestling fanfic.  

Not to mention I'm putting in work on a particular...

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Flash Fiction: Airport Insecurity

You’ve never been great at making smart tactical decisions when it comes to your diapers.  Years ago, when you told your vanilla friend about your kink and how paranoid you were about getting caught or someone finding your stash, they thought you were being silly.

“What’s there ...

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Flash Fiction: Unconventional

You fall off the spinning disk, giggling like an idiot on the floor, and dizzy as hell.  Thirty something rotations! New record!  You toss your hands up to the ceiling in celebration and your laughter redoubles in on itself when it hits you that you were actually pointing at the nearest...

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Going to Capcon!

Dear wonderful Patrons,

I am taking the rest of the week off to go play and perform at the Chicago Ageplay Convention aka Capcon.   I'll be back at my keyboard pumping out premium padded pandemonium next week.

If any of you happen to be there and run across me.  Don'...

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Ersatz (Part 3)

Brittney

Giant houses with giant cars! Giant people talking to them like they’re children!. Giant diapers!  And inside the giant house there was giant furniture, giant baby toys, and even more giant diapers!  Madness! Pure madness!  It was like Jack and the Beanstalk, but t...

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Alby & Max (Part 6)

(Part 6)

Alone.

Alby was alone.  He was used to being alone. He generally liked being alone, or so he told himself. Not true, actually, but generally being above everyone else made solitude an unfortunate necessity.  If you’re going to have to push a boulder up the hill f...

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Flash Fiction: What Dreams May Come

What Dreams May Come

A sound, like rushing water awakens you.

You’re awake.  You’re in a crib. You’re wearing a diaper. It’s soaked and your bladder is empty. This is not surprising. You went to sleep in this crib. It’s no wonder you should wake up in it.  Same f...

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Unfair-Chapter 121: Preparation Anxiety

Chapter 121: Preparation Anxiety

Janet dropped a bombshell on me Saturday morning.

We were on the nursery floor, on our hands and knees. The toys and stuffies had been arranged in a circle for gladiatorial combat. Lion, of course, was the undefeated champion, but J...

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Ersatz (Part 2)

Tyler

Some people had quiet minds. They could open their eyes, take deep breaths, and think of nothing unless prompted to. It was pleasant. They were at peace.

Tyler wasn’t one of those people. Always thinking. Always analyzing. Always wondering and playing things...

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Alby & Max (Part 5)

“Fucking hell,” Max said again, looking at his pants and the underside of his forearm. The high he’d experienced moments ago from playing out a personal fantasy- both revenge as well as something else- dwindled down to nothing.  Things had gotten way too real.

He grabbed a hand ...

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The Changeling's Dream

You wake up knowing things.

You’re in your room, your nursery. You’re in your crib with the bars up and your head on the pillow, the heavy blanket is loosely draped over you, keeping you nice and snuggly while still letting you move in your sleep.

You’re awake now, however. ...

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