Podcast E83: Can Everything Be Pretty Always?
Is there any space or sphere in the world that values the product more than the packaging anymore?
2024-08-20 03:11:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Ancilla L activity
The Power Exchange Sextbook: Drop
I am writing a book on power-exchange. I will post each chapter as I finish it on here and then the full compiled book as well. This chapter is about drop, as it impacts both tops and bottoms. The chapter is attacked to this post and available for download. Please do not disseminate or replicate....
2024-08-13 11:13:54 +0000 UTC View PostPodcast E82: 10 Mistakes You May Be Making As Parents.
I know, I know. This is not the right place for this post, people don't come on here for parenting advice (bla, bla) but I can't help but talk about everything in the world and in my life? And I swear it's only until I find an appropriate outlet for my parenting discourse. Until then, sorry, you'...
2024-08-12 04:42:05 +0000 UTC View PostThe Relatioship HighCast: Emotional Sadomasochism in Relationships.
Owning My Time.
There was a time when I was completely unable to say no to anyone who wanted to play with me. Whenever someone says something like that, we automatically assume it is because of fear of repercussion, social imbalance, inaccessibility of autonomy or low self-esteem, but that wasn’t the case for ...
2024-07-24 04:59:04 +0000 UTC View PostThe Relationship HighCast: Navigating Cultural Differences in Relationships.
Let's navigate!
2024-07-22 05:46:35 +0000 UTC View PostMemoirs of Madness
Memoirs of Madness is the second volume of my erotic novel "Vignettes of Violence". It is an erotic autobiography of the power exchange relationship between my partner and I. This volume spans the years between 2018 and 2020. The full book is available to download as a PDF to my patrons (of $5 an...
2024-07-19 10:33:10 +0000 UTC View PostPodcast E81: My Monogamous Sisters Ask Me Questions About Polyamory.
What if instead of engaging in the mono versus poly debate, I let a couple of intelligent, open-minded, thoughtful monogamous women ask me all their questions about polyamory and we tried to understand the mindset of one another?
Because I did that and it was amazing!
Listen to the ...
2024-07-17 12:29:55 +0000 UTC View PostNaked In My Desire For You.
They catch us in a moment of stolen privacy. Our eyes are locked, we whisper to each other, and every few seconds, you kiss my mouth, and smile at me. Your fingers press into my spine and as I watch you with my head resting on my own shoulder, I can feel myself beaming, and yearning.
<... 2024-07-14 15:23:38 +0000 UTC View PostWhat does it mean to be dominant?
Years ago, at a play-party, there was a couple I didn’t previously know who showed up together. It was the kind of party where everyone had their role declared so before they came inside and started to mingle, I asked them.
“So, which one of you is the dom and which one is the su...
2024-07-12 12:23:03 +0000 UTC View PostHome is where I suffer for you.
Sometimes in the midst of an adrenaline storm, when you’re on your knees and every part of your body feels like it has been assaulted, you catch a glimpse of yourself in a reflective surface that makes you wonder why. Why are you doing this? Why is this sex to you? Why is this love? And in ...
2024-07-09 11:27:15 +0000 UTC View PostPodcast E80: Moving is fun?
Moving is fun, and horrid, and surprise surprise, I also managed to find the sexism in it.
2024-07-09 05:40:17 +0000 UTC View PostA Quick Note To My Patrons
Hello all!
Thank you for your continued support of my work. I just wanted to let everyone know that I am currently in the process of moving and simultaneously attempting to meet a collosal deadline which is keeping me from being able to write and post as much as I would like to. I will be ...
2024-07-06 03:53:23 +0000 UTC View PostProlonged Play and Aftercare.
Within power-exchange relationships, we generally talk of two approaches to interplay—scene-based and dynamic-based—but I find it a bit difficult to explain what I really like within the confines of this binary set of choices. I understand that the intention is to define the scope of t...
2024-07-06 03:50:29 +0000 UTC View PostPodcast E79: Weaponised Incompetence.
Weaponised incompetence is the process of pretending or relying on strategic incompetence or ineptitude in order to get out of tasks, labour or other forms of work, it most commonly arises at the workplace or in domestic labour. It has far-reaching consequences that I discuss in this podcast.
2024-06-08 12:42:18 +0000 UTC View PostPodcast Series: Predators Pt 4(b): How does loving a predator impact you?
Podcast Series: Predators Pt 4(a): Why does one fall in love with a predator?
Podcast Series: Predators Pt 3: How do predators get away with it?
Podcast Series: Predators Pt 2: How do predators choose victims?
This is a multi-part series assessing predators and their impacts.
2024-06-05 04:13:22 +0000 UTC View PostPodcast Series: Predators Pt 1: How do they impact you?
This is a series of episodes about predators, victimisation, trauma, assault, recovery and everything that encompasses.
2024-06-05 04:11:29 +0000 UTC View PostThe Relationship HighCast: Compatibility!
An exclusive episode of TRH, just for my patrons!
2024-05-21 05:24:33 +0000 UTC View PostSex and Sanskar: Where do you go to fuck?
We were easing into it, his hands were around my throat and I was gazing into his eyes, when a loud, persistent banging on the door distracted us. The intruder was pounding so hard at the wood, it’s hard to imagine they weren’t hurting themselves.
“Tell the guy to leave,” he shouted...
2024-05-10 05:44:00 +0000 UTC View PostThis is what it means.
He hands me the scarf and I put it around my eyes myself. It’s very soft and light, but it blocks my vision completely as I knot it behind my head. I remember buying the scarf, four of them—blue, yellow, black and green—and for that one week, I was a scarf-person. They seem like warm and wh...
2024-05-05 09:51:51 +0000 UTC View PostThe Bad Slave.
He fucks my mouth with one and my cunt with the other. With nine-inches of glass, he hurts my cunt so I want to scream, the wider I open my mouth to scream, the deeper into my throat he pushes whatever marginal segment of the eighteen-inches of silicone I can accommodate.
“N...
2024-05-03 07:11:02 +0000 UTC View PostPodcast E77: The Industry of Commercialised Sexuality
...and why it's awesome in ways you didn't even think.
2024-05-02 14:17:10 +0000 UTC View PostThe School of Fuck.
There was an image I had in my head. In it, I was on stage, fresh-as-dew, dressed like a professional, moving around briskly and with just enough animation to be an engaging instructor. Instead, I found myself seated at a tiny little desk that had to be placed on stage, because I had torn a tendo...
2024-04-27 01:41:52 +0000 UTC View PostPodcast E76: 10 Mistakes You Might Be Making As An Edge Player
Edge play has a lot of room for mistakes, could you be making one of these mistakes?
2024-04-23 11:57:21 +0000 UTC View PostPodcast E75: The Ethics of Fantasy.
What is it okay to think about, anyway?
2024-04-20 03:40:56 +0000 UTC View PostWe Still Burn Witches At The Stake.
My mother is insecure about her intelligence. I understand why. For most of her young life, she was considered the vain one in her family, and once she married my father, she married into a culture that considered the (lack of) intelligence in women a punchline to every joke. For ye...
2024-04-18 08:51:53 +0000 UTC View PostThe Price of His Love.
Would I be easier to manoeuvre, if I were smaller?
I wonder,
as his foot makes its way under the desk,
and attempts to place itself between my legs.
My knees jam against the sides of the desk,
the intercrural space is too narrow, for finesse,
he must force h...
2024-04-14 15:17:50 +0000 UTC View Post