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Session 𝓕orty-One

Session 41:
"The Unpredictable"

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The next morning Monroe woke me up before the sun had a chance to rise.

My head was pounding, my eyes felt heavy, and the covers were too warm to pull off of me.

But Monroe insisted on this docto...

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Session 41 Visual Preview

Guess what’s coming tomorrow…

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Support My Writing (With Coffee)

Hi Lusties, I'm so excited to announce that I launched a Ko-fi (or Buy Me a Coffee as it's called). A lot of people have asked for my CashApp or PayPal, so I created this as an alternative for whoever wants to support my writing a little extra. It's 100% optional—but always appreciated. I love ...

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓕orty

Hi, Lustie's. Let's debrief chapter forty together:) All opinions and theories are welcome in the comment section, along with replies (so long as they are respectful). I'll also be replying and commenting with you guys (kind of like our own little book club)💗

Regarding chapter forty, my ...

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Session 𝓕orty

Session 40:
"The Silence"

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I noticed the knot on my head as soon as I double-checked my reflection in the car mirror.

The bruise was covered, but my temple seemed to be annoyingly swelling more and more as the minutes passed.

Gr...

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Session 40 Visual Preview

Hi, lustie’s!! Here’s a little sneak peek of chapter forty. It’ll be posted Monday morning (EST time).

Also, moving forward, we no longer will be debriefing chapters on Discord. I’m very disappointed by this circumstance, but we gave it one last try and it didn’t work out unfortu...

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Session 𝓣hirty-Nine

Session 39:
"The Foundation"

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"Monroe," I breathed out, furrowing my brows as I stirred from my sleep.

Her caress against my face was soft, patient even.

Gently pulling me from my deep sleep.

"I have breakfast dar...

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Session 39 Visual Preview

Hiii Lustie’s!! We’re officially back with chapter visual previews. I previously stopped them due to the frequency of chapters and how often I was uploading + sometimes the previews would spoil the chapter. Howeverrrr I do love doing sneak peeks, so for some chapters there will be pr...

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Session 𝓣hirty-Eight

Session 38:
"The Chosen"

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Everything felt distant.

The bright lights streaming from the ceiling.

How cold the floor felt underneath me.

My movements weren't mine.

I don't remember curling up on the cold floor.

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Update🩷

Hiii Lusties!! Happy April Fool’s day. I decided that we should all play a prank on the readers over on Wattpad🤭🤭🤭 Let’s pretend something bad happened to Zion on my message board. If you want to join the prank, here’s some ideas to comment:

Justice for Zion

I can’t...

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Session 𝓣hirty-Seven

Session 37:
"The Drop"

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I let out a deep sigh, furrowing my brows as I blinked my eyes open.

Darkness.

That's all I could see.

And warmth.

It was wrapped around me.

That's when I realized I was nuzzled into...

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Chapter Debrief Discord

Hi again Lustie's, I apologize for the constant posts! This will be the last update tonight, until tomorrow's chapter:) I linked Discord to Patreon specifically to ensure that active members are in the chat only. All you have to do is connect your Discord through Patreon and you'll be automatical...

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Follow-Up On Debriefs

Hi Lustie's, to follow up on earlier's statement, someone mentioned creating a Discord chat. I did some research and learned it would be automatically moderated for us with a bunch of different safety features, so it's a safer space. I wanted to ask how we feel about this idea as a community. I w...

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Patreon Chat

Hi lusties! I’ve unfortunately decided to delete the Patreon chat for right now. Mostly as a detox for myself, especially since there have been clear boundaries set about what’s appropriate and what’s not, and people have continued to go against them. A user named spiderman messaged me pers...

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Session 𝓣hirty-Six

Session 36:
"The Mess"

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Her bedroom was exactly as I imagined it.

Neat, the most minimal things taking up space.

There was a large king bed, dark nightstands on either side, and one sleek black dresser.

The bed sat adjacent to the firep...

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Issues With Chapter 28

Hiiii lusties!! I just wanted to check in and see if anyone else was experiencing issues with chapter twenty-eight still? I recently had someone say the link isn’t working💗

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Session 𝓣hirty-Five

Session 35:
"The Silver Coin"

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Her house smelled exactly like that blanket.

A soft floral scent that made you want to inhale more and more.

Her house was surprisingly as historic as it was modern.

It was weird.

I envisioned it to ...

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Session 𝓣wenty-Eight

Since there have been some issues with Patreon removing this chapter. I've decided to try and post the link to view it through Google Docs instead. Hopefully, this issue can be resolved once their team gets back to me:)

Link to Read: 2025-03-27 18:06:13 +0000 UTC View Post

Session 𝓣hirty-Four

Session 34:
"The Charges"

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I furrowed my brows, feeling the softest touch graze my cheek.

It was gentle, almost featherlight.

Then, her voice echoed around me.

"Liberty."

I furrowed my brows deeper, humming lazily as ...

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Session 𝓣hirty-Three

Session 33:
"The Promise"

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I didn't care about changing into a more casual outfit or reapplying more makeup.

That's how little I cared about tonight.

I just needed a distraction.

Luckily, Kaia already had the bottle of Pat...

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Session 𝓣hirty-Two

Session 32:
"The Sober Thing"

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The next day, I was conflicted.

I was excited for different things, but dreading one specific inevitable event of the day.

My mother.

Aside from that, it was a good day.

I slept in, wak...

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Session 𝓣hirty-One

Session 31:
"The Normalcy"

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The next morning, I woke up to the smell of coffee.

I felt groggy, furrowing my brows as I tried to blink my heavy eyes open.

The bed was empty beside me, the black-out blinds covering the windows, and the covers t...

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Clarification on Consumed

I addressed this in our Patreon chat, but I want to clarify further for anyone who missed it.

Before I continue, I would like to clarify that everyone is entitled to their opinion. However, Consumed is a dark romance—and a much darker one than my previous books. The ...

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Session 𝓣hirty

Session 30:
"The Calm"

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After the beach, I focused on my assigned paper that I never got to finish.

Monroe had to look over files and such, so I was bored enough to actually prioritize my schoolwork.

She sat at the dining room t...

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Session 𝓣wenty-Nine

Session 29:
"The Past"

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"I was thinking about the topic from earlier," I finally spoke before I could talk myself out of it, "You know... the one at the restaurant."

Monroe's stare didn't waver from my face, "Removing problems," she said, ...

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Chapter 28 Issues

Hi, lusties💗💗 There were recently guideline issues with chapter twenty-eight, the use of “mommy” was flagged incorrectly in Patreon’s system. Their system flagged it as sexual activity with family members who are blood-related or apart of the same immediate family. This is automatic a...

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Session 𝓣wenty-Seven

Session 27:
"The Influence"

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The next morning I was up at eight—but not for class.

I told Zion and Sarai I would join them for breakfast, and Sarai had class a little earlier.

I didn't really mind being up early since I went t...

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Session 𝓣wenty-Six

Session 26:
"The Security"

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I got a text from Monroe as soon as I was seated in my car.

But I didn't open it—I purposely threw my phone in the passenger seat, ignoring her text as I started my car.

I didn't touch my phone ...

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Session 𝓣wenty-Five

Session 25:
"The Aftermath"

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I furrowed my brows, blinking my heavy eyes open to the dim hotel room.

Only it was dark now with one of the lamps on.

I'm not sure what time it was or how Monroe was still up.

There was paperw...

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Session 𝓣wenty-Four

Session 24:
"The Counts"

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My nerves nearly ate away at me as we rode the elevator to the highest floor.

We didn't have to go to the lobby whatsoever—Monroe had the digital room key pulled up on her phone, unlocking the tall hotel door.

As I ...

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