System Lost Character Design - Talla
I’m so exhausted after the battle that the rangers practically have to carry me back to camp, when I sit, staring into my lap and sullenly petting Nipper. The poor little guy got dislodged in the fighting at some point, but the rangers were kind enough to track him down for me before leaving. H...
2025-04-24 17:10:58 +0000 UTC View PostMercifully, the rangers let me take a break while Draga and Saban clear a path forward. Despite Talla’s healing light, I’m still sore and exhausted all over. I didn’t take any injuries, but holding off the laser geckos still took a toll. I consider my new skill, wondering whether it would b...
2025-04-23 17:16:51 +0000 UTC View PostBy the time we get all geared up and ready to depart, I’m feeling a lot better thanks to Talla’s spell—though Maggie is still raving like a lunatic. I’m pretty worried about her, but even if we knew a way to balance the mental strain more evenly between us, she seems determined to take it...
2025-04-22 17:30:07 +0000 UTC View PostWe don’t have enough time to do much more than share our classes, and Talla gives me express permission to share them via [Message] along with a strict warning never to do that.
“[You really shouldn’t even be sharing it with me, but under th...
2025-04-21 18:09:43 +0000 UTC View Post“[What are you?]”
Talla’s question hangs in the air, leaving me at a bit of a loss. I suppose it’s only fair after I asked her the same thing, but I don’t think she means it the way I did.
“She definitely saw something,” Maggie says. “I felt really weirdly...
2025-04-20 18:24:57 +0000 UTC View PostAfter Talla’s lecture—or maybe during, I’m not sure—Violet recedes to let me take the front again. Maggie’s magical strain is concerning, but it’s not like we can afford not understanding the rangers right now. It’s interesting that Violet and I aren’t feeling the secondary effect...
2025-04-19 17:10:36 +0000 UTC View PostI’m so confused. Is this some kind of test? Did I make a mistake by saving this body I’m trapped in? Why did the guardian allow it? Why did the goddess? A convergence point. Did the ones who killed me take me there? Or was my soul set adrift and captured in a convergence by random chance?
... 2025-04-18 18:17:57 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s not surprising that Talla wants to know about the candles. Actually, in a way it’s a bit of a relief that the locals are as confused by them as I am. I couldn’t possibly answer what they are even if I had the words, but her second question has a very easy answer.
“Where?” I r...
2025-04-17 17:55:56 +0000 UTC View PostThe Fa’aun—or rather, the rangers, since I feel a little uncomfortable referring to them by species—huddle up for a private meeting following Talla’s interrogation. I get the feeling I’m not meant to be privy to it, but they aren’t willing to let me out of their sight and sound carrie...
2025-04-16 16:51:26 +0000 UTC View PostThere’s not a whole lot for me to do while my captors set up camp. They don’t tie me up or anything, but it’s pretty clear that I’m being held prisoner. I can’t go anywhere, they took away most of my stuff apart from the cloak—especially the weapons—and there’s always someone keep...
2025-04-15 17:53:08 +0000 UTC View Post“Alright, stay calm,” Allison says, sounding the most panicked of any of us. “Don’t make any sudden movements. We don’t want to startle them.”
“I wasn’t planning on it,” I mutter.
My words draw the attention of what I assume is the leader of the gro...
2025-04-14 17:01:08 +0000 UTC View PostThe hike back isn’t quite as grueling downhill, but it’s still annoyingly long.
“I wonder if it would be better for us to set ourselves up outside,” I suggest. “It’s warmer out there.”
“I think our current camp is more defensible,” Violet argues. “Not to mention cl...
2025-04-13 18:06:54 +0000 UTC View PostA young woman gazes at the sky. She’s always loved the night sky—from the lingering twilight hues of the solstices to the shimmering lights briefly visible during the equinox. Ever since she was a child, Talla could pass hours at a time just watching the rings of the great wheel turn, imperce...
2025-04-12 16:55:11 +0000 UTC View PostViolet lets me take the front, since my class is better suited for exploration. I think Maggie jumped the gun a little on our slightly damp clothing, especially when there’s mold around, but admittedly it’s better than being naked. Before setting off down the lit path, I do a quick double-che...
2025-04-11 19:40:48 +0000 UTC View PostMaggie ends up going to sleep after she finishes cleaning, leaving me alone for what might be the first time since she appeared. It certainly feels like it. I was expecting Allie to come back when Maggie left, but she’s still out for now. Normally I’d relish a bit of time to myself, but right...
2025-04-10 16:46:53 +0000 UTC View PostI’m a murderer. We just killed people. I keep telling myself it was in self defense over and over like a mantra, but that does nothing to stop the tears running down my face like twin rivers. I can’t even look at the bodies without breaking into uncontrolled sobbing, and I’ve thrown up twic...
2025-04-09 18:00:19 +0000 UTC View Post(Content Warnings: https://pastebin.com/706tzmUy patreon doesn't have spoiler tags, so this is the best I could come up with.)
It’s kinda weird being naked. Not that I’m a never-nude or anything...
2025-04-08 16:21:26 +0000 UTC View PostNothing can contain my enthusiasm. Not the cold, not the lingering soreness, not the fact that we still don’t know what kind of creatures are lurking in the dark up here, nothing! I’m finally, finally going to be able to clean myself.
I’ve been trying—rea...
2025-04-07 19:36:40 +0000 UTC View PostNow that we’ve upgraded our classes and aren’t running for our life or bleeding to death, I can properly explore my surroundings. Maybe it’s the lighting, but I feel like the stone here is different.
“Vi, am I crazy, or have the rocks changed?” I ask.
“It’s not just you,...
2025-04-06 19:51:36 +0000 UTC View Post(This chapter is dubiously canon and entirely skippable.)
Those girls. After all that talk about not being too hasty, they sure made their decisions quickly, didn’t they? Now they’ll never know what they might have missed, but here in the world of what ifs, you and I ca...
2025-04-05 18:20:18 +0000 UTC View PostDespite feeling like I haven’t eaten in a week, Violet still insists that I carefully ration our remaining food, so I have to tide myself over by nibbling on a bit of raw lizard meat and washing it down with some water. Not exactly the feast I was hoping for, and I practically feel more hungry ...
2025-04-05 18:20:11 +0000 UTC View PostThe dream never ends. Always the same. They take me, they bind me, they spout their delusions, fear, pain, the dagger falls, and I die. Then I awake once more into the same dream. Again and again. This is all that is. Perhaps all that will ever be. Sometimes it feels like it’s all that ever...
2025-04-04 17:38:14 +0000 UTC View PostEverything hurts. Sharp twinges of pain in my side and shoulder throb with every stride, simultaneously hot and cold as the bloodstains spread beneath my clothes. My lungs burn, struggling to draw enough breath to fuel my desperate flight. My feet ache as they pound the smooth stone, but I can’...
2025-04-03 17:02:53 +0000 UTC View PostI feel a bit stupid for running all the way here after how long it’s taking to get that last level.
“Come on already, how much of this are you going to make me do?” I grumble, sweeping another handful of cobwebs up into the already head-sized ball of them I’ve gathered.
“I m...
2025-04-02 17:22:20 +0000 UTC View Post“Come on Nipper,” I snap my fingers in front of the weird lamprey-worm that we’ve somehow adopted as a pet. He can’t hear, but he can feel vibrations in the air if the sound is close or loud enough. “I could really use some string right now.”
Despite Maggie’s best efforts, we ...
2025-04-01 16:51:17 +0000 UTC View PostAfter adding two more notches to the marks I’ve been using to keep a vague and probably very inaccurate track of our time down here, I sit back on my feet and frown at the markings.
“Nine days, huh?” I sigh. “It feels like it’s been a lot longer.”
“It’s probably actual...
2025-03-31 22:49:15 +0000 UTC View PostI wake to the heat of the sun’s rays on my face and groan. I’ve definitely overslept, and I’m sweating uncomfortably in my pajamas beneath the covers as the sun cruelly tries to bake me alive. I throw off the duvet with a sigh and sit up to rub my eyes blearily at a pair of vague pink blobs...
2025-03-28 20:53:15 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s hard to describe what I sense within my...magical dimensions? Extradimensional personal space? S-soul?
I’ll save the philosophy and/or theology for someone else. The sensation isn’t analogous to anything else, except maybe the interface with the [World Engine]. I...
2025-03-26 15:57:34 +0000 UTC View Post“Ugh,” Maggie groans irritably. “Why do you pick the worst possible times to be smart?”
I smile mirthlessly, my tone a mix of sweet and venomous as I reply. I’ve had it up to here with Maggie’s insults.
“Maybe I’m always smart,” I suggest innocently. “Maybe I just ...
2025-03-24 17:50:33 +0000 UTC View Post