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Stolen content: help me get it taken down

Anyone with any tech savvy who can help me take down content previously posted here, I'd really appreciate it. Not sure who did it, but somebody has some of this stuff on a YouTube Channel with the same name as my old one (they just added a dot). I've asked Youtube to take it down but they have n...

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Lisa Kudrow's opossum: dream analysis

Here's the original iteration of the dream:

Lisa Kudrow was sharing my apartment with her children (two sisters, pre-teen, who reminded me of two of my former choristers). We had a couple of cats and she had a pet opossum.   I asked the girls "Where do ...

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Update: gaining, content creation, health

Where am I on gaining?

I hesitate to make any big definitive statement.  I am not interested in or attracted to it now. I am interested in certain people whom I've met along the way.  Taking Prozac was a system reset for my sex drive.

Where am I on content creation?

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Content deletion, tier dissolution

It wouldn't be unlike a gainer to want to have their cake and eat it too, so with that being said, I wanted to let you know of my intent to delete previously video and jpg content. Fear not: it's likely been stolen and posted for free somewhere else. To give you a window into my thought process:<...

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Pesto broccoli and rice (it's soooo good)

Roast your broccoli on a cookie sheet smeared with EVOO and pink salt at 475 F for about 15-20 minutes

Make some rice

Blend with your favorite pesto sauce (mine is Trader Joe's vegan pesto)

Treat yoself! 

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Rebranding, creating

I'm kicking around rebranding myself on a different account that isn't gainer motivated and giving patrons an opportunity to stay connected in that way.  Being at home in my body, making friends with my desires and liabilities. Finding balance. This little corner of the world has done really...

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Thanks for your support: not closing account.

Continually searching for better ways to connect with people who get my vibe. This isn't it for me: there's nothing like being alone in hospital and recovering to lead you into deep questions about how people relate to one another and what makes for heathy connections.

Closing this account ...

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Stealing content and reposting on other platforms

To my subscribers who keep our content here, thank you for your support. To whomever is reposting this content on other platforms, stop. Really. I can't say if you have malice or misdirected enthusiasm or maybe you're upset that I don't find you as attractive as you find me. I'll admit myself tha...

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Cardio update/EKG reveal

After spending two nights in hospital (following months of palpitations and shortness of breath), there are more questions than answers. I will say that I'm beginning to feel better and get some endurance back. Some medical deets are expanded on, and you get to see my lil' EKG monitor. Love you, ...

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Boudoir Bearadox

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Cream of Vincent

Super hot tech guy stuffs my belly with plate after plate of dim sum from Din Tai Fung, then drenches me in his cum shower and rubs it all over my belly in slow circles, making for one very fat and content Bearadox. 

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NSFW: Engorged. Jiggly.

Super hot tech guy visiting LA gets me absofuckinglutely stuffed at Din Tai Fung then gives me all kinds of belly love. Full on full frontal nudity here, folx. https://photos.app.goo.gl/rVe2AfY5DPWsWqpi8 

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NSFW: Rub down with cream of Vincent

Super sexy tech guy visiting gets me absolutely engorged with Din Tai Fung, then proceeds to shower me with his cum. This series likely includes some full on nudity. https://photos.app.goo.gl/LQWSUUQ5XfBFuzor9&nbs...

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My gainer origin story

I had my Gainer Origin Story posted on my Grommr profile but then felt embarrassed by it when some whiny bish made a caustic post about oversharing on your initial profile. He and I don't naturally click anyway, so fuck him. But at this point, it seems like this might indeed be a better place to ...

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Poke mukbang with pose

Christ, this apartment is a wreck. I am too fat to give a shit about cleaning. Tomorrow (I keep saying that). But here I go, shoveling more food inside my greedy gullet. The consensus is we like the results. I mean, we are seriously growing a sexy belly over here, are we not? 2024-01-19 04:59:58 +0000 UTC View Post

Part 1: Sushi with The Pig Feeder

I was just wearing this 5XL shirt when I was best man to Meatball's wedding in October 2018.  TPF gets me unpealed during this first phase of stuffing, with some prime belly worship. https://photos.app.goo.gl/Jou...

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What's your Holy Grail?

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Part two: sushi and pasta with The Pig Feeder

Smoking hot little sex bandit encourages me to finish 60 pieces of sushi along with some pasta and sauce...it's all for the push to 200 kg/440+ lbs https://drive.google.com/file/...

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Pants-free after my birthday (2020)

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High 300's/Low 400's (2018)

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Iconic chair pic (2012)

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Back from China (2008)

One of my favorite pairings with a slender fellow (maybe 140 lbs) and me, back from a tour of China and a petite 320 lbs.

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Naked. Stoned. Ice cream Sammie. (2020)

Solo shot in my birthday suit living my best 400 lbs life

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The Pig Feeder as kickstand

Hot little sex bandit (5'5" 160 lbs) using his leg to hoist up my burgeoning, blubbery belly (5'7" 441+ lbs) https://drive.google.com/file/d/1f9H7DaCTjfb2L9fGoS92E08eYSBmNLL5/vi...

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Fat pad grab (2019)

Showing off those sub-equatorial rolls and folds.

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Ribbed tank: winter 2016/17

Following a trip to Japan and down to around 365...what kind of world am I in that I think this is even small? Yet here we are. 

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Vintage c. 2008 Grand Canyon (330 lbs)

An old roommate and I took a road trip to the Grand Canyon, including a nude photoshoot (like you do). The bedroom pic from Beefyfrat is a lil' extra.

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Vintage contrast: 2003 🡆 2015

From about 280's to 380's, give or take...

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2014 Bearadox (390 lbs)

I can't believe I used to fit in this 2XL shirt. Those days were long past even 10 years ago. 

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Happy birthday, Anthony (2016)

Some vintage Bearadox, somewhere...up there, from my first apartment in Koreatown. Anybody want to guess my weight? Fuck if I know...I remember this vid for the angle and the glasses. Enjoy

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