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Queer -1- Paul Montana

 

I'd been called queer practically ever since I started school, but I didn't really find out what it meant until seventh grade. This was back when gay still meant happy to most people, and queer was an insult.

I was small for a boy my age, both in height and body build, and I ha...

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The Sister Act - Cover Preview

Brian never wanted to be a girl, but when you have an actress for an older sister, a HUGE resemblance to her, and then throw in an agent who would do pretty much anything to get a contract — it was better to go with the flow, wasn't it?

Or was that just a good excuse?

**************...

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Butterscotch 27 - Phones

 

I know I screamed because Mom jerked the wheel, then jerked it back to avoid crashing into somebody, while shouting, “What!? What!”

I covered my face with my hands and my phone, shouted back,. “I’m sorry! I’m sorry!”

Mom was really angry with me, “Don’t ev...

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Roomieo and Girliette - Cover Preview

Gilbert and Romero had a thing for each other—they just didn't know it, yet.

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The Infiltrator by Maryanne Peters

  

Chapter 1

I was born in Biarritz

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Marti - The Problem with Wishes

A short drabble about supply and demand...

Marty needed more wishes from his fairy godmother, but he didn't know how to get in touch with her. He had a problem he couldn't seem to solve by himself. There was only so much of him, after all. 

And both his boyfriend, Lila, ...

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Special FX -012- Credit Card Blitz

I pushed a strand of hair out of my face and smiled at Jack, trying to look sleepy and confident. 

"Whoa," he said, grinning. "They must have had a box of new attitude in there."

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Thanks

Thanks to all the patrons here for their likes, comments and membership contributions. It helps to keep BC on an even footing and is much appreciated.

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Mascot Blues

 

The trouble with Todd started when my cousin Jenny Parsons introduced us at a Harbordale WCIL baseball game where I was working as the team mascot, the Harbordale Blue-Greenie. I was supposed to be an otter, though what otter ever had blue and green fur, I don’t know, but the team ...

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Butterscotch -26- Messages

 

I rubbed the place where I got the shot until it stopped hurting, then we got out of there with an appointment for the following Thursday to get another shot and a new blood test, plus a visit with a counselor the same day and right in the same building. 

Just standing the...

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Tay - Preview Teaser

 Tay had a girlfriend, the stunning Diana Wells. He was a jock, on the school wrestling team. He loved his life—didn’t he?

Why did what Diana wore have so much interest for him? And why did being in the boys’ locker room after matches make him feel so unsettled? 

And w...

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FOY inc -2- Ride in Truck

 

Gordon guided me on a path between scrubby bushes to a black pick-up truck parked next to a two-lane road. “You’ll have to share the seat with Albert, he won’t stay in the back,” he said as he opened the door. Then he called the dog. Albert showed up after only being yelled a...

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Sadness and Joy

Having to put my dog down last week has really been messing with me. In the middle of this social isolation, I feel even more isolated. Face it, I feel lonely.

Added to that, my sinuses have chosen to act up in a big way and I've been sapped of energy from dealing with that.

Forgive m...

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Sam and Del -11- Don't lock the bathroom door!

 

Hannah was grouchy when she got up and found me in the bathroom before her. I'd just gone in to pee but discovered that my braid had come loose a bit. Since I intended to leave it in place until Mom and I had shopped for some new haircare thingies, I had partially undone the braid to...

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Stolen -8- Closet

 

Bonnie said, "I thought you might like to go to the bathroom. You know, before I lock you in the closet." She nodded toward the door with the padlock.

I stared in that direction. "What-what happened to Moose's last girlfriend?" I suddenly asked.

"Oh!" she said. "Layla is ...

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Cover Preview - All Her Misfortune

Ezra has had bad luck all his life. A thirteen-year-old orphan in 1880s Kansas City, he stole a hambone—then a big pile of money! Now he's on the run—maybe his luck will be better disguised as  a girl....

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Butterscotch -25- Injection

 

What did I want?

I looked from Mom to the doctor then back at Mom. Neither was offering much in the way of clues as to what I should say.

"Uh—," I cleared my throat. "Are you saying I can start taking hormones today to—to become Kissy? Or stay David and become a man?"...

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Special FX -011- Bouncy

 

We found the dressing rooms, with an attendant at a little desk outside “You can only take three items inside at a time,” she told us. “And your boyfriend can’t go inside with you.”

“Aww,” said Jack grinning. I just rolled my eyes at him.

He handed me a spar...

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Voice from the Stars - cover preview

The two friends had found something with their jury-rigged radio telescope. Something wonderful, something strange, something...dangerous?

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Dance with Me - ES3 Cover Candidate Preview

The girls have actually begun to accept their fates and to dream about what kind of futures they want. Except for...

Coming soon on Kindle!

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FOY inc -1- Found on the Beach

I woke up naked on the beach with a cold surf playing with my toes. I jerked my feet up out of the icy water. “What—?” I began to say but my throat was clogged with phlegm and maybe sand and I ended up trying to cough it all out. Rolling over to get my hands and knees under me, I pushed off...

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Butterscotch -24- Decision

 No one had actually said what part of my body was going to be ultra-sounded, but I had a guess. Things seemed very awkward.

I tried a kind of a bluff. “Are you sure it doesn’t say Kissy Parker somewhere on that paper?” I asked.

He stared at me for a moment too long. <...

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The Princess Riddle - Cover Preview

Jeremy thought he had it made as the teenage prince of an obscure, mostly fictitious European country. Then his sister, Brigitte, ran away from her arranged wedding. Jeremy is called on to be a stand-in for the ceremony which, for the sake of family and national finances, must happen on schedule....

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Sam and Del -10- My dreams are just WRONG...

Mom kissed me good night on the cheek. "Get some sleep, honey," she said. "We're going shopping in the morning to get you more of your own stuff." To avoid giggling in embarrassment, I gave her a swift peck on the cheek too. I hadn't kissed Mom goodnight in years.

She left, and I turned aro...

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Stolen -7- Cabin

 

We approached the front door of the cabin, Bonnie with her hand in the middle of my back. "Try to whimper a little," she advised.

"You're kidding, aren't you?" I asked, knowing that tears were already running down my face from my eyes and into my nose. It had begun to itch, a m...

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Flutterby - A Fragment Found on My Hard Drive

 

Flutterby

by Erin Halfelven

When the package from his aunt arrived two days after his birthday, Niall assumed that she had remembered and that his present had just gotten lost in shipping. The letter that accompanied the small box confused him.

"Dear Niall," it read...

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Cover Preview - Heaven and Hell 5 by Maggie Finson

Who pays the ransom for a Queen of Hell?

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Special FX -010- Bra

 

After the woman’s comments on what she supposed our relations were, Jack waggled his eyebrows at me, but I chose to ignore him. I had two pair of pants in my cart, and that would do, I headed over to another rack to pick out some tops.

I tried to choose fairly plain ones in q...

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Butterscotch 23 - Figueroa

 

I should have known Mom would cheat. We didn't go through the doors right away. Instead, she pulled me into an out of the way corner and took out her own makeup repair kit.

"Stand still," she ordered me when I tried to get away. She kept it to a minimum, a bit of eyebrow pencil...

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