Is this what the whole photoshoot is going to be like? I agonized… sitting there naked in this stranger’s apartment…..
“Ok, we are ready to start!” He pronounced. I had thought we started what seemed like hours ago (but was honestly, probably just 10 or 15 minutes). He sa...
2022-09-30 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
“Should I take off this robe now?” I needed confirmation that it was time for me to get naked… 16 years later, the model I am now would have just walked on set naked, but I was still unsure of myself.
“Yes, hand it here,” my skinny white arm stretched out with the white terrycloth...
2022-09-28 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
“Try on these heels” The photographer handed me a box that still had price tags on it.
I came to this place to pose nude for this man, and I had no reason to hesitate. This time was different. There was no hustled pile of paperwork and no mansplaining of what “opportunities” I shoul...
2022-09-27 13:31:00 +0000 UTC View Post
“By the way”, he stammered, humbly hunched over a large flopping black folder, “If you’d ever want to do photos like this in my studio…” he gestured while opening to the first page, “…I’ll pay you $125 per hour.”
The black floppy folder contained pretty pictures of young...
2022-09-25 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Continuing this story from where I left off the day before yesterday! If you missed the first two segments, scroll back on my posts a little :)
“Um… No thanks…” I politely declined, while listening to the familiar dial tone of his AOL connection b...
2022-09-24 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
(First photoshoot story continued...) I crossed myself, and did as I was told. I didn't want to upset him further... soon I was fully naked in front of this strange angry man... "Wow, you're a natural!" his tone shifted from Hyde back to an enthusiastic Jekyll... "Yo...
2022-09-22 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
“Why don’t you come over and we will see if you make the cut?” The photographer stated, after hearing me express my insecurities. I was so nervous because I knew that models had to be at least 5’9 with perfect skin… I already had stretch marks and I am only...
2022-09-21 13:30:59 +0000 UTC View Post
I had the pleasure of posing together with this sexy-positive soul, Erin Divine!! This is our 20 minute behind the scenes posing video. This was my first time meeting Erin, she is such a sweetheart! She is also so fit and beautiful, with a good sense of humor. It was so fun posing nude with...
2022-09-20 13:31:00 +0000 UTC View Post
I may appear innocent... but I am a bit of a sinner 😈
*Kristy
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2022-09-19 13:31:00 +0000 UTC View Post
According to Wikipedia: "The development of Religious Trauma Syndrome can be compared to the development of Complex PTSD, defined as a psychological disorder that can develop in response t...
2022-09-18 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
It's ok to be hot, and it's ok to feel lust, we are humans, we are naughty animals. Let's love it!!
*Kristy
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2022-09-16 13:30:59 +0000 UTC View Post
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“Do you have insurance?” Hell, I barely knew what insurance even was… I had a lot to learn, as a barely 16 year old who didn’t even know who Nirvana w...
2022-09-15 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
“I freaking HATE my dad!” His angsty 17 year old voice felt harsh to my ears over the house phone. My first crush was a boy from church - the bad boy (obviously!) I heard he stole a car and flipped it once. I heard he smoked weed.
My need for the outside world and my apparent...
2022-09-13 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
They call this Artist's Point or something like that :)
*Kristy
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2022-09-12 13:31:00 +0000 UTC View Post
Poem from Nov 2003:
I was young, innocent
A virgin to cruelty and
Emotional toil.
Under a homely roof
Living like all was bliss.
But I did not realize
This life was fake.
My friend, the spike
And I were close...
2022-09-10 13:31:00 +0000 UTC View Post
Without going too much into detail... my youth was very challenging after I decided I wanted freedom from my strict environment. When your bounds are all psychological, it's harder to understand them, which makes it like a mental torture... If I were literally tied up, at least ...
2022-09-09 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
“I can’t BELIEVE how many of you in this class forgot to bring your bibles to chapel last Friday!” Our balding bible teacher’s forehead and ears burned bright red with rage. “How could you FORGET? Is God NOT NUMBER ONE in your life? The first commandment says to ‘have no other g...
2022-09-07 13:31:00 +0000 UTC View Post
A Poem I wrote in Oct 2003, when I was 15:
A small bright light
At the end of a tunnel
Like a star
It shines promisingly.
Taunting me…
I want it so bad!
It’s call is so strong…
But this darkness I’m in
Holds me back. <...
2022-09-06 21:00:03 +0000 UTC View Post
You know that feeling you get when nothing obviously wrong is happening in front of your eyes, yet you feel uneasy? How certain can you be about your own thoughts and feelings though… when you’re only 13? At such a young age… does one’s “gut feeling” have any merit? How does one know ...
2022-09-04 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
What soothes your soul? And what is your trauma trigger? I have a theory that my fetish for the sound of an acoustic guitar stems from my early childhood: On the good nights, my younger sisters and I were put to bed, and fell asleep to the soothing sound of my dad’s bar chords echoing from down...
2022-09-03 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
It might be a bit odd for me to be writing about this here on Patreon... but I truly hope to get a closer connection with you here. I encourage you to reply in the comments below...
I grew up just like any other kid... not allowed to watch public TV... put to work for my dad... sheltered a...
Starting today, I am going to be telling you my story… the story of where I came from… it’s going to be kinda cringe at times, but you just might find some things in my story that you can relate to… at least I hope so… Of course I will also be sharing my regular hott and spicy content a...
2022-08-30 13:31:00 +0000 UTC View Post
There was a complex backstory to this photo shoot.... maybe I will make a youtube video about it... anyway this was a beautiful day at the nude beach in seattle with my creative friend Carolyn Jean <3
*Kristy
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2022-08-28 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Sorry I can't get to the phone right now, I am stuck in the washing machine!
*Kristy
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2022-08-27 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Gosh I love hardwood floors...
*Kristy
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2022-08-25 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
One of my favorite shoots of all time. There is a video now ripped to every pRN website that was stolen from my youtube of the behind the scenes of me posing with this snake, it's easy to find by searching "Kristy Jessica posing with giant snake" - if you have a moment it's worth the look!
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2022-08-24 13:30:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Always bending, always trying, I have recently had some trouble staying quite so flexible, but I am just being extra hard on myself. I can be a pretzel for a photographer any time <3
*Kristy
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2022-08-22 13:31:00 +0000 UTC View Post
The sensualities I sometimes fantasize about give me the thrills... are you ever a bit shocked by your own naughty dreams?
*Kristy
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2022-08-21 13:31:00 +0000 UTC View Post
Meeting up with ShaunTia is always a magical excursion :) She is such an amazing talented artist. She was a full time traveling model before I even started modeling, she does model still but not nearly as much as “back in the day”. She’s known for her posing videos back when, and she is jus...
2022-08-20 13:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm not so great at bending over and taking it but I'll do everything I can to please you <3
*Kristy
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2022-08-19 13:31:00 +0000 UTC View Post