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Rachael Padilla

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Selfie in Three Parts

A haiku:

I'm in the backyard. 

Tried to make it safari.

Saw no elephants.

If you look closely, you can see puddles on the ground behind me in the instant pic. There was an afternoon rain that swept through and soaked everything. Rather than go get soggy in the rain, I...

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Selfie in Three Parts

A haiku:

Summer mosquitoes


Bite me, leaving itchy spots.

I will scratch them raw.

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Wednesday Walk: Deep Woods

It is so unbelievably hot outside! I sometimes find the deeper, darker woods a bit cooler, but that was not the case today. 

I felt like a vegetable in a steam basket. I'm not even sure if I was sweating or if I was experiencing some kind of condensation from my body temp being cooler ...

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Selfie in Three Parts

I thought that the rain

Would somehow cool the hot day.

Now it’s just steamy.

I tried to get a long walk in this morning, but it is so humid and hot that I didn’t go as far as I’d hoped. Most of the day I’ve spent indoors working on my editing. When it rained, I thought...

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Tuesday Update: Independence Day

I may have been a little distracted by the fireworks and forgotten at least half of what I intended to say... 

Independence Day isn't all about the fireworks. I love the diversity of cultures and richness of history that makes up the melting pot of the USA! 

It's far from pe...

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Getting clean

A couple of weeks ago I posted a video of the rain falling like a shower.  It was cool and refreshing to make and I was happy with the results visually.  While rinsing coconut scented oil off of myself I thought about the rain that is created inside my hose every day, and I wondered if ...

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On the Easel

What's on the easel this week? Finishing up last week's painting!

I began working on this piece in a livestream last Monday on YouTube. It is my version of the Black Cat Fireworks logo. I have many memories of being a kid and lighting Black Cat firecrackers. Especially this time of year. Fi...

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Stomping walkin' in my big black boots.

Here are some photos of me in a few different locations wearing my big black boots!  I don't think that these have been posted before, but if they have, enjoy them again! 

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Behind the Scenes: Gesture Drawing

I tried something a bit different today!

New lighting in blue/purple as I sketched the day's gestural drawing. A bit funky, a bit quirky. And set to music that seems in a similar tone. 

Real time, no adjustments in the time it actually takes to sketch myself in the mirror. <...

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Selfie in Three Parts

Extreme heat warning.

I’m fanning my face in vain.

I must stay indoors.

It is so hot! Fortunately I was able to get some yard work done earlier in the morning. Work outdoors in the late afternoon today would’ve been impossible.

Keeping cool inside with a glass of swe...

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Summer Fun

I've made a short movie using a  compilation of footage that really won't be used anywhere else. I'm often seeking out new ways to share behind the scenes looks into life. The theme here being that of summer fun. Fun in the sun, relaxing and blowing bubbles, just generally enjoying the heat!...

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Selfie in Three Parts

Today’s haiku:

Fires, far distant


Wind carries small ke to the south.

The sun feels angry.

It appears that the smoke from Canadian wildfires has reached the south. Air quality was poor, so I was mostly indoors. With the exception of the moment to shoot todayâ...

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Selfie in Three Parts: Double Exposure

Double exposure:

Sharing reflections on self,

Perceived and feeling.

Which I wrote because of the double exposed instant picture I captured today using my LomoInstant camera. It has a lot of creative and artistic settings and functions.

But I also wrote about double expos...

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Wednesday Walk

Another walk through the beautiful and striking landscape of Mt. Arabia.

I'm completely in awe of the breadth of sky and stone! I'd likely go everyday if it were closer. 

This footage is paired with the song, "Stealin" by David Grisman and Jerry Garcia.

Fun fact: The Pet Se...

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Tuesday Update

Happy Taco Tuesday! It's the last Tuesday of June, and summer is heating up.

I had a particularly active day today, and I'm a bit tired as a result. Most everything I did was physical in some regard: even down to throwing clay on a pottery wheel. 

I hope your week is off to a gre...

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Selfie in Three Parts

Today’s haiku:

Coconut oil

Tunes play from the radio


I lounge in lawn chairs.

It was the perfect kind of summer day. Not much to do, nowhere to be. I enjoyed the lawn chairs in sunshine!

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A Poetry Reading

Richard Brautigan: :Your Departure vs. The Hindenburg".

I so enjoy reading the poetry of Richard Brautigan! For this reading, a short poem about the loneliness, solitude and depression that can easily overcome you when the love of your life departs. Like missing the sunshine, or the smoke t...

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In Progress: 3 Exercises

I've been working on expanding my understanding and use of line in drawings. 

It began some weeks ago when I committed to creating regular gesture drawings using myself as a model. It continues with exploring how to create different moods with a variety of mark making. 

For ...

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5 Minutes in the Rain

Here, a performative piece taking advantage of the rain.

Using the elements of time, space, and body, I've placed myself in the rain. Typically, this action of simply enjoying the rain is a private experience, but by recording it and sharing it with an audience, it transforms the very actio...

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Behind the Scenes: Gesture Drawing Coyote

Behind the scenes, in real time: a gesture drawing revisiting a theme from my series, "They Call Me Coyote". 

It was a refreshing gesture drawing in that I love this subject matter, and I love drawing texture. The soft and beautiful fur of my coyote cloak  really aided in drawing ...

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Selfie in Three Parts

A haiku:

Among the sagebrush

I know you're there but hidden

Howling lonely songs.

The sound of the coyotes howling in the prairies and woods of where I grew up is a sound I recall clearly. I thought of that sound today as I revisited the costume for the  "Coyote Pries...

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Behind the Scenes: Gesture Drawing in Progress

A dramatic blue top was the inspiration for this gesture drawing. 

It provided me the opportunity to create more dramatic lines as I sketched. With the big ruffles and puffy sleeves, I was definitely inspired by the variety of direction and movement provided by this unique article of c...

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Selfie in Three Parts

A haiku:

The air, thick and wet.

Rain swept through leaving droplets

On orange lilies.

Rain has kept me indoors a lot this week. I brightened my day with a colorful bright blue top that has sleeves and embellishments that remind me of flower petals. As an added bonus, itâ€...

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On the Easel

On the easel today was an exercise in line. Line in a painting or drawing ultimately guides the eye, gives the viewer a direction to look. It serves to both create form and inform a feeling.

I created 3 drawings today intended to explore the variations of my mark making in charcoal,  g...

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Tuesday Update

Happy Taco Tuesday! I hope your week is off to an amazing start!

With the recent rain, I've been enjoying the green and cool. It's still an unusually cool summer, but I'll take it! I've been streaming consistently on YouTube and furthering my explorations of logo, typography and pop culture...

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Selfie in Three Parts

A haiku:

Crack of thunder


It shook me and pierced my dreams


Did it tear the sky?

I was torn from sleep in the night from one of the loudest rolls of thunder. I’m always a little surprised at how irrational thoughts can become in that half state of...

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Selfie in Three Parts

A haiku:

Lawn mower grumbles

Over grasses tall and green

Summer work's sweet scent. 

I love yard work. I know that it's hot and sweaty, but I always feel as though the satisfaction of it outweighs the sheer work of it. There's a comfort in feeling like in some small w...

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Gesture Drawing in Progress

Another recorded gesture drawing to show the entire process of how I use myself as a model. 

Prior to creating videos for YouTube and Patreon, I had never seen myself work. As a self-portrait (selfie) artist, seeing the process is an added layer of self reflection. Both literally (my s...

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Kaleidoscope

While painting a close-up of Wile E. Coyote on YouTube during Monday night's livestream, I was reminded of this skirt. It's called, "BOOM! 5", the only textile in my BOOM! series. The series is a collection inspired by Saturday morning cartoons that I watched as a kid. There are frames of explosi...

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Selfie in Three Parts 6.16.23

A haiku: 

Kaleidoscope life

Colors that spin united

Diff'rent, yet fitting. 

As I spun around today in my full circle "Boom" skirt, I was reminded of the nature of a kaleidoscope. All the little bits of glass and color in an array of chaos, that somehow come toge...

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