JeannieEliseMai

last of summer for highest tiers ~

Added 2022-08-30 23:57:12 +0000 UTC

my solos in one of my favorite summer colors only for my highest tier patrons xoxo I hope u enjoy my creations for you :)

thank you so incredibly much for the support and kindness you've shared with me this month. typing this as I sit outside in the warm sun enjoying the glorious heat. my thoughts today are a little heavy. maybe I'm just exhausted from the excitement. I've been basking in the glow for days and maybe at some point, everyone crashes. can't have highs without lows. my thoughts today gravitate towards the fleeting of time and moments. reflecting and reminiscing memories and people who have come and gone. I've accepted how natural it is to be in a constant state of change. I used to be more resistant, but I've been doing the inner work for years now in therapy and in my own spirituality, to be able to become less rigid mentally and be more flexible in spirit. I'm really starting to overcome past patterns and habits that no longer serve me. I'm not perfect. sometimes it feels like a step forward and two steps back. growth isn't linear. be compassionate with yourself and others. everyone is learning. everyone is as deeply flawed as I am. empathy is my superpower. to give others grace, is to give myself grace. forgiveness and love are all abundant in my heart now. I wish I knew these lessons before.. it would've saved me so much heartache.. but this is the right time and the right place for me. I only hope to do better now and in the future..

thank you for being an incredible community of love and support for me and my art. so much love for u all xoxo