俺には奇妙な性癖があった・・。俺とは比較にならない「モノ」を持ち合わせた親父と、愛する妻との関係を観察すること・・。喪失感と敗北感を覚えるこの行為が、俺にとって一番・・・ I had a strange fetish... Observing the relationship between my father, who has "stuff" that cannot be compared to me, and his beloved wife... This act, which makes me feel a sense of loss and defeat, is the best for me...