お袋に先立たれ、義父との生活が始まり早半年。私がこの生活での異変に気付いたのはもう遅かった・・と断言していいだろう・・。なぜならその事象を目の当たりにしたわけだから・・。いっそのこと、わざわざ妻に嘘までついて会社を休み、こんな場所に隠れなければよかった・・とさえ思った。 Six months have passed since my mother passed away and I started living with my father-in-law. I can safely say that it was too late for me to notice something was wrong with my life. Because I witnessed it with my own eyes. I even thought that I should have lied to my wife, taken time off work, and hid in a place like this.