Ramble 12/19: I'm Burnt Out (Post-Finals Blues + The Numbers Game) ⛈ 📉😮‍💨

Nova, you’re making me even more emotional! I can’t thank you enough for being so loyal and supportive. And I’m very sorry to read that you were overwhelmed by the argument between your mother and grandmother. I hope that it has been resolved and that you’ve found peace again. I think I’m going to shift my focus from YouTube like you mentioned. Patreon will be my top priority for the rest of the month, as I owe you guys a lot of content. Narrowing my focus alleviates a lot of the pressure and allows me to make better content because my time and energy will not be divided. It will be disappointing to non-Patrons, yes, but I believe that it’s the right decision for my mental health. Thank you again for sticking by me for so long. I appreciate your contributions dearly, always. I’m feeling a lot more relaxed now because of your words. Virtual hugs to you, Nova.

Moon Berry Audio

Hello, Moon Berry I'm very saddened by this. I, obviously, don't fully understand what exactly you're experiencing, but I imagine it's very similar to millions of students everywhere, including me. I still have work to do with tight deadlines and a few days ago, I nearly suffered a nervous breakdown when my mother and grandmother got into a particularly vitriolic argument. I can only say you should do what is best for yourself first. If you need to pause or stop completely with YouTube, that is completely reasonable. Sad, but it isn't our place to influence decisions that impact the mental health of someone who is in an age demographic that has some of the worst mental health in the world. I've said it several times, if someone chooses to complain, don't let the words of a fool bother you. I have long considered doing what you do, but put it off because of personal issues. I hate doing that, but you have to be selfish, sometimes. You do you. I know I'm not going anywhere. I hope you've put my meager contributions to good use. I also hope you will be able to relax yourself and get through your stress. This too shall pass. It always does. If I could give you giant bear hug, I would. Old listener and loyal patron, Nova Courier.