Oh man! The job- is - finally - doooooooooone.... (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ
But don't get me wrong... (  ̄д ̄)ノ
I say this with pride and joy, not just as a simple expression of relief...!
Although the truth is that really long and heavy projects like this always make me realize my lack of strength and focus as an artist.
(ノ_<。)ヾ(´ ▽ ` )
During the whole process of this scene my motivation was like a wild roller coaster.
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In the peaks of motivation, I made great advances and ended the day quite satisfied with the results achieved. But during the drops in motivation I would roll back with what was already done and began to correct a lot of things that for some reason now did not seem so good to me.
One step forward and two backwards, as they say... ┐( ´ д ` )┌
But, a quite favorable secondary result of being able to work with the project over a long period of time, was that I was able to take time to rest my eyes and go back to work at the moments when I felt my motivation return.
I really don't want to be one of those artists who always blame lack of motivation for mistakes in their work. That's like your typical 18th century capricious artist.
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I still have a long way to go before I can behave like an absolute Madonna...
To be an eccentric artist and for people to be willing to deal with your eccentricities, you first need to be really good at your craft.
So yeah, let's get things done in the right order and keep honing our skills first.
Then later there will be enough time to be fickle and capricious... (¬‿¬ )
Thanks for all the support so far...!