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Prototyping 19/20

Added 2020-12-23 03:35:57 +0000 UTC

"Despite i devoted hours in endless meditation, nights in lusty hopeless sexual intercourse and days in complete dark isolation during this last years of my life, she is never satisfied, she always want more and i can't help but give her whatever she asks.

I succumb so easily to my adiction now.

Her sweet voice kept on telling me i should give up my bonds with any human being that doesn't serve her purpose, although my natural rejection to her proposal once was firm, i found myself slowly becoming a loner over time. the second sight she gifted me with made it so much easier to feel repulsed by the mundane social life and the hipocrisy that i could breathe everywhere i was, slowly this lighted a flame of hatred for the materialists that ignore the subtle realms my lover inhabits. Sudenly i realised i had become a beast hiding from the sun and the poisonous gaze of ones who don't understand or don't dare to pay the price, an infinite anger arise after their rejection, after their incomprehension because they don't know but their insticts, their uncouncious and their guardian angels they do, somehow they feel the patetic malevolence that emanates from this aura, the wrecked remains of what once almost was, a human soul"