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This one took me a while; I had a lot to say about it but something horrible happened last night and I’m currently just reeling…
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My dog suddenly passed away last night around 2am. My parents found her and she had already passed. I rushed downstairs when my dad called me; he would never call me so early so I knew it was something horrible. I went down and saw her, she just looked like she was sleeping. I loved that dog so much. No exaggeration to say she felt like my little sister, I always called her that. She gave us almost 13 amazing years.
I was so worked up, I had two cardiac events on my front lawn that I was able to catch with the monitor I’m wearing. These are events I’ve been trying to catch for almost two years now, and with this monitor on I was worried I wasn’t going to be able to catch anything again. I feel like that was a gift to me from her in a way, she loved us so much.
I’m bawling my eyes out as I type this as it still feels so surreal. I love you so much Ruby.
I don’t mean to dump this all on here, but I’m just so lost. I didn’t sleep last night ( not good for my heart ) have been so worked up, ( also not good ) I just feel so in pain.
I’m probably going to take 2-3 days off from posting. I know I usually post a lot, so I’m sure everyone will be okay with me taking a few days to try and manage my emotions. Losing a pet is so so hard
I love you all, thanks for reading and being here. Genuinely means the world. Any comments of encouragement or advice on how to manage these feelings is greatly appreciated ❤️
Cris
2022-03-23 18:59:15 +0000 UTC