I had a hydra joke but it got a head of itself.

Hey Everyone!
First I hope everything is going well!

I’m so sorry I haven’t posted in awhile. I had a big post written out right after I got back from NZ and Australia but then my document was accidently deleted when my laptop stopped working. Then it was just a vicious cycle of, “I dunno what to write about, maybe if I wait long enough I’ll have a cool update.” Also I think I’m in a bit of a funk… I didn’t want to post when I was feeling, Blah? I guess that’s the best way to describe it. It’s just hard to motivate and focus and definitely feeling a down on myself. Usually when I feel like this I become more of a recluse till I get out of it, online and inperson J. It feels like my brain is in a fog, could also very well be the heat.. I do NOT do well in the summer :D

I can get you small updated! Lesse.

My last day of work was this week, its been the first time in awhile not knowing what shows are coming into town. Which is tough cause so much of my self worth is tied up in my work.. I know I know, not healthy :P

I finally have foot doctor appointment next week to see if I’m applicable for surgery from when I fell earlier this year. I do have a worry that it can take quite a while to heal from it, and if work is on the horizon I dunno if I can turn the work that long.

House is still the house :) Honestly I’ve been dragging my feet going there. Its still very hot cause I can’t run the central air, and it takes awhile to drive there. Hopefully near the end of summer I can stay over nights there and make it easier to just bust out the work. Also a few big projects like replacing the old roof fans, I am waiting for help >.<

 So for the last couple days I’ve been off work I’ve been hanging out with franklin (My Squirrel roommate), with me being away for so  long he was a lot different when I got back so I wanted to spend as much time with him as possible. Also working on finishing ff16, so I won’t feel guilty starting a new game and been laying around napping/catching up on shows. I’ve been trying to avoid scrolling aimlessly less, but it’s tough! Not the most motivated person right now. Like can you believe I started writing this at 11pm and its now 5:30**

Can you believe I might have at least 5 new costumes this year!? Of Course till I do a proper shoot I don’t consider it done. Also a lot of them were started last year, but .. If I do end up having a large break once wallmarket aerith is done, I’ll try to make arrangements to go shoot some new stuff. Most likely have to be out of town.

Side note I did really love the experience of getting to travel to NZ/Australia I always consider it an honor to get a cosplay guest, esp now a days cause its about your tiktok numbers/ IG numbers and all things considered mine are low compared to a lot of other cosplayers, esp those who are relatively new to cosplay.. also seems all cosplayers now are crazy hot.. !

Miss you guys.. sorry I’ve been, and am still, an introverted potato.

Tell me something good going on in your life! I WANT TO KNOW! Also know a lot of you probably are here for boobs… not for my mopey long posts but trust me, they are still here, I’m looking at them right now. :P

**I finished writing it at 5:30 but didn't post till the next morning. I'm a mess haha