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Delve #409

Added 2019-11-25 01:32:02 +0000 UTC

I really felt like doing something a little silly this week, and I appreciate you folks indulging me in this.

As I mentioned previously, this has been something of a trying month for me. A rather nasty bout of depression and anxiety has been keeping me awake at nights, and insomnia always makes everything worse. I’ve tried taking melatonin or sleeping pills, which work at knocking me out, but the dreams that come with them are horrible, and I always wake up feeling like I’ve just spent six hours having the inside of my skull licked clean by Nyarlathotep.

It’s all added up to lowering my immune system, and now I’m physically ill as well as mentally, so, yeah… challenges! Whoo hoo!

I’m hoping that next month goes a little better for me, but I don’t know. When I was a kid, Christmas was always my favorite holiday, and I looked forward to it all year. Now…

Sorry, I don’t mean to unload all this on you folks. I just thought I owed y’all an explanation on where my head was at right now, and why I haven’t been particularly responsive of late.

Thanks for all your kind words and for your patience and understanding. You folks are the best!

Andy