sorry ... I'm sad to post this
Added 2020-04-10 06:43:13 +0000 UTCHello everyone who follows me around here, I am going to tell you my sad case, yesterday while I was working I began to feel an acceleration in my breathing and I was drowning, I did not know what to do ... the temperature rose throughout my body and I felt that I was going to die ... I tried to ask for help but my mind was very agitated that did not allow me to think much ... I began to lose consciousness while I felt a strong tension in the mouth of my stomach that was beginning to weaken me ... my heart was racing and I didn't know what to do,:, c. Then I started hitting my stomach with the little force I had in my arms ... and the tension started to go down, then I remembered my meditation classes and started taking deep breaths and asking God to help me, because I am the one The only one who has a job in my family and who will be theirs if I die ... then I started to recover my strength and relax a little more ... finally the torture stopped and I tried to sleep but I couldn't. Today I was talking with a psychologist about this case that happened to me, she told me that I had a PANIC ATTACK, due to overwork, worry and little sleep ... there are times in the day when I return to Feeling like I'm losing my breath, but the psychologist recommends that I continue taking deep breaths, and stop worrying a lot, and change my lifestyle. That is why I am going to be inactive this month and I will not be able to make the next patreon reward, nor the commissions, the truth makes me very sad ... sorry. I hope to come back next month, I hope to recover soon, I hope ... I have never felt so afraid, please if you are reading this, please take care of your health ... it is very important.
When I feel better, I will continue with the special reward of megumin, I hope to continue to have your support, because I have no other job
Comments
That’s awesome to hear! We are all here for you
Nako San
2020-04-20 16:56:51 +0000 UTCThank you very much, my health and it is improving
JXH
2020-04-20 15:59:13 +0000 UTCYour health is top priority and quite frankly, just like all of us, you should have the opportunity to reflect and take your time to recover. Prayers to you man
Nako San
2020-04-19 18:31:30 +0000 UTCThank you very much for your words, I hope to return soon
JXH
2020-04-18 07:00:33 +0000 UTCI know what you mean, I might take time to do something that might use my hands up than paying to fap. Times are crazy no doubt, we need to adjust in ways, I have had panic attacks needing meds, it's a difficult line to walk with avoiding addiction and taking as-needed drugs. It's never been good, but falling in a time like this is at least a silver lining to die on your feet and for once feel not like an outsider. Do what you are inclined to.
Bambadeer
2020-04-12 07:45:05 +0000 UTCthank you for you support¡¡
JXH
2020-04-12 00:14:17 +0000 UTCthis is good!
Jacob Anderson
2020-04-11 14:34:32 +0000 UTCI just suscribed and may not know you as well as your other suscrbers, but hey you do you. Your life comes first before anything else. :)
samurai15070
2020-04-11 04:28:09 +0000 UTCThanks a lot
JXH
2020-04-11 03:25:15 +0000 UTCI know thanks
JXH
2020-04-11 03:24:34 +0000 UTCthank you so much i will do
JXH
2020-04-11 03:23:41 +0000 UTCTo be honest I only subscribed for the Darkness set, which was worth way more than the 10$. I have anxiety too, so I can give you a month on the house, no problem. However, if you do this multiple months in a row I'll probably pull out, no offense but Patreon is a business its not gofundme.
Celcine
2020-04-11 00:03:43 +0000 UTCTake time to relax and keep yourself sound of mind. We'll understand if you need time to recuperate and get well.
D-caffe
2020-04-10 19:35:39 +0000 UTCThank you very much for your words, I am already learning to control it
JXH
2020-04-10 17:20:18 +0000 UTCthank you very much¡¡
JXH
2020-04-10 17:19:08 +0000 UTCthank you very much for your support
JXH
2020-04-10 17:18:45 +0000 UTCthank you very much¡¡
JXH
2020-04-10 17:17:31 +0000 UTCThank you very much, I will try to relax more
JXH
2020-04-10 17:16:30 +0000 UTCthank you, 非常感谢你
JXH
2020-04-10 17:15:26 +0000 UTCthank you very much¡¡ I'll do it
JXH
2020-04-10 17:12:21 +0000 UTCThank you very much, I am already learning to control it, and I also have to relax more
JXH
2020-04-10 17:07:06 +0000 UTCThank you very much, I hope to return
JXH
2020-04-10 17:05:11 +0000 UTCBut seriously, friend, I suffered from panic attacks for 2 years. I cured them with antidepressants. Now it is very difficult in the modern world. Stress, aggression, fear, etc. Don’t worry if I could and you can!!! I know how scary it is, but everything will be fine!
Jacob Anderson
2020-04-10 16:09:50 +0000 UTCDon't worry, rest slowly and love yourself
xxx
2020-04-10 13:48:09 +0000 UTCHey man don't worry. We will be here for you :)
MaidDragonsLover
2020-04-10 13:44:40 +0000 UTCThat is fine bro! Take a nice break. Your health is first. Enjoy and relax your body and soul. (My soul is fucked up with the delay of SAO War of Underground 2 🙀)
Germanr007
2020-04-10 13:15:14 +0000 UTCPlease rest as much as you feel like. Stuff happens in life that we can't prevent and I know you're a hardworker so you deserve a break. Take this moment to enjoy some stuff you've been meaning to get to, your health is far more important than anything else. Get well soon <3
Splandor
2020-04-10 12:58:29 +0000 UTC好好休息!
紳士誌
2020-04-10 12:54:45 +0000 UTCDon't worry, bro. We are all people. Stay strong! Hold on!
Jacob Anderson
2020-04-10 12:05:19 +0000 UTCDon't worry about it. Your health is the best thing. I sincerely hope you feel better soon!
2020-04-10 10:02:51 +0000 UTCwhen you mentioned breathing issue i thought of covid.. please rest and get better!!
super g
2020-04-10 08:13:20 +0000 UTCFor a second there I can't help but worry thinking that you were being attacked by the coronavirus or something. Glad to know it isn't. Hey if you need to rest up feel free to take as much time as needed. Take good care of yourself all right?
2020-04-10 08:08:41 +0000 UTCHey man you should take your time and make sure to rest. These kind of things are especialy scary in this time of year so make sure to Stay safe
2020-04-10 07:40:17 +0000 UTCTake as much time as you need. No one wants you to be hurting yourself and losing your head.
Derrick Trylch
2020-04-10 07:32:49 +0000 UTCIf overwork is fucking up your health, take time off. It's cool, bro. It's understandable. Especially if you're gonna fuckin' DIE, man. Take a breather. Chill. Come back rested and refreshed, 🅱. Take longer if you have to, for real. NO one wants to get the message that you died. Take whatever measures you can to keep yourself healthy. Don't worry about it. I promise you it's cool.
Ouch
2020-04-10 07:22:14 +0000 UTCTake it easy, if you need rest, I will always support you! You are super good at what you do and that will not change. I wish you good luck and success for the future and for the work you do and that I appreciate. Take care of yourself and your health (・ ω <) once again thank you and good continuation ฅ (＾ ・ ω ・ ＾ ฅ) Thanks again for all the work you do!
NeKo_MiMi
2020-04-10 07:20:26 +0000 UTCthank you very much for your support
JXH
2020-04-10 07:05:16 +0000 UTCthanks a lot, i will
JXH
2020-04-10 07:04:29 +0000 UTCNo need to hurry yourself. Take the time deserved time off. Hope you get too feeling better. We will still be here.
EmrysSelene
2020-04-10 07:03:37 +0000 UTCthank you very much¡
JXH
2020-04-10 07:01:37 +0000 UTCthank you very much¡
JXH
2020-04-10 07:01:28 +0000 UTCthank you very much¡
JXH
2020-04-10 07:01:23 +0000 UTCthank you very much¡
JXH
2020-04-10 07:01:18 +0000 UTCtake all the time you need. you need the rest
Nini
2020-04-10 07:00:59 +0000 UTCThank you very much friend, I will take care of myself more
JXH
2020-04-10 07:00:20 +0000 UTCthank you very much¡
JXH
2020-04-10 06:59:24 +0000 UTCStay safe, take it easy much love to you
Curvenbullets
2020-04-10 06:56:09 +0000 UTCTake as long as you need my guy you deserve a good rest for all the good stuff you've been posting lately. So take care for now! We'll be waiting for your return.
Demonlight
2020-04-10 06:52:33 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself! We'll still be here when you're ready!
2020-04-10 06:52:29 +0000 UTCNo problem I know what it's like to have panic attacks. I don't get them anymore and I hope you don't get anymore either and get better.
Unseen69
2020-04-10 06:51:35 +0000 UTCSelf care is important <3
Sg8991
2020-04-10 06:50:25 +0000 UTCTake time to bounce back man, we'll still be here when you're back in the saddle.
2020-04-10 06:48:25 +0000 UTCThat’s really unfortunate to hear, man. It is time to for you to take a lengthy time off for you, so you can get your stuff together. Cause I worry for you when you overwork yourself. Please take really good care of yourself, friend! 🙏❤️
El_Jagg98
2020-04-10 06:48:03 +0000 UTCthanks for your understanding :,)
JXH
2020-04-10 06:47:46 +0000 UTCTake as long as you need pal
Stormray
2020-04-10 06:47:19 +0000 UTCDude take ur time you need it
Wave
2020-04-10 06:45:24 +0000 UTC
