wip scene 26

the past weeks have been busy and a bit exhausting and i couldn't draw anything and i needed a small break (i played a lot of guild wars 2, and started to organize my room after the packing storm, and tried out my new bike). strangely time went by so fast this month?? why and how? i wasn't even aware that i didn't post for so long on here ahh ;; that's pretty much the reason why i disappeared on here for a bit

anyway, i'm done with packing and all orders have been sent. people keep telling me that their orders arrived and it makes me so incredibly happy!! HOW ARE YOU SO SWEET ;; btw, i collect tweets where readers tell and show me that their orders arrived. your reactions make everything so worth it! some of you told me via other social media, too, so let me just say again that you're awesome and lovely and i'm so glad that all orders seem to arrive safe and sound in their new homes 😭💙

earlier i began working on the new update and i already sketches 5 pages, and i think i just really really missed drawing. i gotdamn love drawing so much

i don't know how many pages the next update will be, i aim for 10? and i'll definitely update at the end of the month!

and honestly you helped me so so much to make up my mind with your replies to this post here. i'll continue updating the story for public and patreon alike. it wouldn't be fair to the ones who really love this story. the others who aren't willing to wait for answers and are rude about it just have to look for another story instead. letting go is difficult though, and it's always a money, views, and exposure thing, too, but it's the only solution that makes sense for the future. to be honest i'm just sometimes too anxious to think simple like that, that's why i'm grateful to have you telling me that it's alright that the story is slow burn and a bit confusing at times, and that it is actually one of the reasons why you enjoy reading it 🌷

thank you so much for all your support, and hey do you know that i love you 💕