fantakoi

comic progress 🍉

Added 2022-06-23 20:43:21 +0000 UTC

hey everyone, how are you today? i'm drinking iced coffee right now and i got myself a new cute mood/neon lamp for my room, i feel very cozy right now and i think i'll go and continue watch Young Royals in a bit. i've started this show a few weeks ago and paused it at episode 4, but i enjoyed it so much so far, and the soundtrack is great; i definitely need to finish it! 💙

also, thank you so much for your sweet replies to my last post! my motivation was quiet good this week so far, it feels like i got shaken awake and i feel excited somehow? if that makes sense. i finished some important tasks, too, and i made progress with the comic again and it feels so so good.

tbh Robin and Noah were pretty quiet the past half year, means i wasn't really able to "go" to them for comfort (i like to imagine scenes to songs for example, or think about them right before i fall asleep). but they have been through so much with me already, and i always trust that they will come back to me when i'm ready. it's something i can't force, and so i just waited. i think it's just a sign that it's way too chaotic inside and that things have to settle down a little bit. in a way this feels like having a built-in alarm system. babies gone? time to figure out why. i had a similar experience back when i was in hiatus. luckily i was right about it this time, too ; -; they are starting to return to me 🌻 and i'm sure that's also why i feel a lot more hopeful rn

soo for now, here's a Robin panel wip for you! of course with claw hands 🦖

PS. next update for patreon and public will be on 29th June