I've been meaning to make a post about this for a while. I feel like I owe at least some kind of explanation of what happened to this series with you guys. Thanks for having been so patient with me and not bugging me about this. It's been hellish on Deviantart but on Patreon I've had a chance to let the topic rest.
So, Breakfast with sister is not over and it was not supposed to end anytime soon, there was going to be another chapter following the dinner scene. It was supposed to update alongside No Lunch Break! on wednesdays so you'd get one page of each comic once a week. I decided to take a break from the series to let me focus on the new comic and get it properly going so I could keep myself invested in it. Then I could update both at the same time.
But what happened was that I grew very annoyed and even disgusted at what the series represented. I started to hate all of the characters in it and the whole setup and I had zero interest in continuing it. I wanted to end the project completely and never speak about it again. I will explain some of the reasons here that led to my distaste of the series.
1) Fanbase interaction
Most of my distaste stems from the reader interaction. I'm not of course satisfied with the way the series was going myself either, but the way people saw the comic is what ticked me off the most. BWS had been going for YEARS, and throughout those years I've read endless posts about people bitching how bad and terrible this comic is. People who complain how it had too much plot and how all the characters are terrible etc. and still coming back to read every new page without fail, just to complain some more. Now this is something that you just have to deal with considering this is the internet, but this kind of senseless entitled bitching gets to you eventually. It definitely affected how I saw the comic myself, and eventually caved in and made some compromises with my original vision to satisfy the loud minority, which was the biggest mistake I ever made. (Ilsie was gonna have her own arc in Lunch, but I cut that out since people just wanted to get to the fattening, and I really regret it now)
I did not learn my lesson, and continued to stray from my original plans when faced with a lot of pressure from a very loud, entitled minority. With Dinner I also skipped on some plot points and went VERY heavy on the fanservice for dozens of pages. The reception I got was that the same people who complained about the lack of fanservice earlier were now complaining that they were getting BORED because it had TOO MUCH fanservice. That was the point where I realized that catering to these people is nothing but a recipe for disaster, and I finally learned my lesson for No Lunch Break.
2) Obsession with weight gain
BWS is a comic about Lesbians, belly love, incest, romance, sex, manipulation, relationships etc... AND weight gain. It is not a comic solely about weight gain. My main goal from the start was to have some context to a wg story and actually DO something with the gained weight, like fondling and lovemaking and whatnot. Too many people reading the comic decided that because this is a wg-comic, it must have weight gain and weight gain ONLY. So I kept receiving constant comments about making everyone bigger and bigger constantly. People begging for timeskips so they could see the girls get bigger. And bigger. Never big enough, because for these people the numbers-going-up part was the only thing they got a kick out of. But bws was so much more. It was never JUST about weight gain, and I absolutely hated how people wanted to see it as some glorified wg sequence.
I made the mistake of Kip getting too big too soon, and realizing that the character was becoming dead to me since she could only go heavier and she was already too big for my tastes. This problem was further complicated by the fact that because she was the biggest, she was often fan favorite solely for the fact that she was the biggest. There were some scenes I really liked myself, like the shower scene with Grace and Bella, and yet people kept asking comments like "where is kip?" when she had her own page fucking 2 pages ago! It's like Kip had to be on camera all the fucking time because she was the biggest and everything had to be about Kip and about her getting bigger. This bugged the hell out of me and I grew to resent the whole character because I didn't want to cater to these asshats in the slightest.
3) Idiotic comments
You could ask, why even read the comments then? Well, I've always tried to have the channel between my readers open and I honestly believe that feedback is important. I've gotten a lot of good ideas and direction from some comments that have drastically improved the quality of the comic. And I want to give the readers the ability to participate and speak their mind.
The downside of this is opening up the communication to the brainded idiots with pony avatars on Deviantart. At a certain point the people leaving smart and thoughtful comments just started to disappear to an ocean of shit. The quality of feedback kept getting worse and worse. And while I was aware that decent people were still reading my comic, the representation of my readers was pretty much "omg so hot caen mak kip bigger pls ^^ pls " This just further pissed me off as I didn't want to do ANYTHING to satisfy these wastes of oxygen who couldn't write a coherent sentence if their life depended on it.
4) Complaints
In addition to the people who were happy but complete idiots, there was a very loud minority who really despised the comic and still showed up to hate it on regular basis. Now I'm perfectly aware that bws was not perfect by any means, but the most common critique seemed to be that the comic was not catering specifically to them. The level of entitlement was mindblowing, and it annoyed me to the point where I wanted to do the opposite of what these people wanted. An artist has to deal with critique if they post something online, but this was not honest and helpful feedback. It was constant whining by the same group of people who hated the comic but couldn't keep themselves away from it and only showed up to bash it for the same reasons every fucking time. The threads on bbwchan were like a broken record, with the same shit in every thread over and over and over again. I stopped reading those when I realized that there was nothing to be gained from that shithole.
5) People bugging about it
I realized that I need to take a step away and give myself some time. So I announced that BWS was gonna be on hiatus until further notice. I posted 3 different updates about this, on the last page, a status update, and a seperate post about it on DA, and also on Patreon. Yet people ignored these posts and kept bugging me about it day after day after day even though I had clearly stated that I did not know when I would be returning to the project. This only served to further increase my distaste for the comic. I kept giving myself more time away from the comic so I could potentially return to it eventually when I no longer harbored such disdain for everything it represented.
CONCLUSION
Some people have argued that "well, you shouldn't read the comments then and just do what you want" but I do not want that. I want to discuss the comic with my readers, I want people to give me feedback and I want to hear your ideas. That's what made drawing bws so satisfying in the past. Patreon has actually helped immensely with this, since the paywall seems to keep the mouthbreathing drooling idiots(and underage) away.
And thanks to Patreon I feel like I might be able to return to Dinner with Sister soon. It is all thanks to you guys' understanding and support. But I don't know if it's going to be Patreon exclusive or something because I'm not sure if I can deal with Deviantart any longer... I gotta focus on doing more art and not dealing with a legion of imbecile comments.
At the moment I'm very happy with No Lunch Break, it's satisfying to draw and staying true to my original goal is something that I'm not going to compromise this time. I'm really happy that people seem to enjoy it so far, hopefully I'll be able to deliver in the future too.
Thank you again everyone for your continued support, I will keep trying my hardest to make the best comics as possible for you! And hopefully Kip and cast will make a reappearance soon enough~
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