OHHHH OH SHIT OHHH OH BOY OHHH THATS SOME GOOD SHIT
on a mature note, i think what Lola is describing is anxiety? or a reluctance to let things go even when they hurt. i know there have been a lot of hints that they've been having second thoughts about the trip/are on the fence about it, so im wondering if this is them somewhat, in an indirect way, confessing their trepidation?