do you still think about it, page 30 (sketch)
Added 2022-05-27 05:04:59 +0000 UTCnot much going on on this page -- it really has the necessary beats and moves the conversation along. maybe i'm not trying hard enough! the next page is supposed to be a little more than headshots and the like.
lola's depression has obviously fared a lot better than sugar's; the unfortunate part of what this means for how her half of the conversation is read is that she's giving the "right" answer for just. not being depressed anymore. which isn't necessarily true. she'll talk about making art, and-- i mean, i make art pretty much every day, and i still feel like i have a black hole where my heart is supposed to be. it doesn't fix everything.
more than that, i wanted to point out that i wrote the "solution" lola found for herself is motivated partially by how she copes in general. lola doesn't sit with hard emotions; she lets them go. she depersonalizes them by making them art. and so on. her emotions feel detachable from her existence, whereas sugar's feel like an integral part of her existence and identity.
anyway. that's it for this page. sorry! i'm tired.
