Regrouping

Sorry if you came here looking for a NSFW post that no longer exists. I took it down and dumped the artwork on the Discord server. You can find it in my art channel if you want to see it.

I just want to take a second and apologize. Again. For probably literally everything. For posting not enough of one thing and way too much of something else. 

I've mentioned before that I have a fraught relationship with NSFW work. My want to draw it is a fragile thread that I feel compelled to follow until it inevitably breaks, because as much as I love to make it, eventually something will make me embarrassed of it. Like if I feel I've posted too much of it, too often, as I feel right now. That happens a lot because I'm also impatient and like to post things almost as soon as they're finished.

At the same time I've dropped way off on my other work and my other responsibilities. So now I have to stop on a dime and go back to focusing on that for a while. I need to find some balance because this whiplash is killing me.

Anyway. I thought I had a point with this post but I'm not really sure what it is anymore. I guess I just don't want people to think I'm willfully ignoring certain parts of my work and missing deadlines because I'm being lazy. This is just how my idiot brain works and I feel constantly compelled to flog myself over it.

On that note, I plan on being scarce for a while. I may end up uninstalling Discord for a week or two just to force the issue. I keep saying I'm going to finish this zine. It occupies my thoughts 24/7 but something has been keeping me from just doing that last 5% it takes to quit holding everyone up.  Thanks for being patient with that. I'm sorry that I've taken that patience for granted.

That's it for now, I guess. I'll still post and deliver bundles as usual. I just can't be as available as I usually am.

Thanks for being here.