Following my own advice :)

Okay, here it goes. 

This week I finally have a break from my new life. 1 week where I can recharge and get ready to grow even more as a tattoo artist. But in order for me to do that,  I need to make some changes and finally bring some closure to a part of me that's been holding me back for a bit. I wanted to make a video or even audio of this but there's no way to fully be able to explain that way, so this is easier for me to collect the millions of thoughts in my head.

This week I will be creating my last few ASMR videos... for now.. for a long while. 

Every time I think I've got things set up to go to get back into it, something else comes up. One step forward and two steps back, specifically when trying to create videos again. The universe is screaming at me to focus on my new path, the one I've been working 10 years to be able to walk along. And it's time to finally follow my own advice and trust this gut feeling I have. 

So what does this mean for you here? 

It means I'm going to be making a huge overhaul of my Patreon to be fully art focused. New tiers with commissions for me to help you design your dream tattoo or voting for a monthly theme for sketches and art pieces that I develop more and show off my style in. I'd like to start recording certain tattoo sessions as well so I can do a timelapse version of that session. There's plenty of room for fun stuff to be had here, especially without the restriction of needing a quiet place and time to record.

As far as my channel, it will remain on YouTube for people to stumble across and for you all to continue to use your favorite videos to help you feel better.

This is a major change for me. It's something that's been on my mind for a while now but I've been so stubborn in trying to make doing ASMR and growing in an entirely different career path work. But it hasn't and I know that if I can really allow myself room to breathe that I can really stride forward with the life I want to lead.

ASMR has been life changing for me. It started as something to try out and see what I could do with, to booming with views and interest, meet & greets, and connecting with those of you that have helped me follow my own personal dreams. It has been a fantastic journey, and in the 5 years I've been making ASMR I really do feel like I've done all that I've wanted to do, creatively, with it. I'm okay with letting it be, and being able to go back and remember what I was able to accomplish with it.

I want to thank all of you that have supported me throughout all of this. I could never thank you enough.

If you decide to leave because I won't be producing ASMR for a while, I understand. And again, thank you.

But if you stay and find a new tier to shine on, I think you'll find that we are going to get into some really cool stuff over the next few years.

I love you all, I hope you take care, and as always...Keep Dreaming :]

p.s. more details to come in the next few days with the updated tiers and info.