Mental Health and Commission Updates
Added 2020-11-30 23:31:22 +0000 UTCTo say this has been a hard month for me would be a bit of an understatement, but before we get into that, the TLDR.
I had a bad month, and the regular updates of first law will be delayed a bit (zerglight and born in light are both in final editing and should be out more or less on time). Work on commissions this month has also been rather shitty. I am sorry but this month has not been good for me.
And now that you know the too long didn't read version, here is that longer explanation.
I usually have very minor seasonal depression which I personally don't even call depression. It just sucks being stuck inside but given just how long I've been stuck inside I got a bit of cabin fever. This resulted in me panicking about dying suddenly in my sleep or spending hours tortured by the thought of my own mortality. Seems like a stupid thing to let bother you I know but the stress of this year kind of came crashing down at about the same time. I had my first big anxiety attack which was a bit of an eye opener. Let me tell you.
I struggled to do anything more then play video games, and stare at the ceiling listening to music. I've gotten better, but it was a hard two weeks or so where things got a little out of control.
What does this mean for you? Well, I didn't get much in the way of commissions done so if your waiting on that, you have my deepest apologies. I haven't fallen far behind though, so it shouldn't be long before I jump right back on it and get into the thick of things.
Thank you for patience, and I look forward to updating you again soon.
Don't worry, I haven't forgotten you all.
