[SPEEDPAINT] bugswhenyouliftuptherocksidk

Song credit: Darling, I - Tyler The Creator

Hallo everynyan!

Sorry for another speedpaint post i know im stalling everytime i do one of these bc it is stalling but the comic crunch is getting serious now, pls forgive me.. 😭😭 ididnt even yap the last art update bc i really was just doing season 4 stuff the entire time and any yap i do would just come off like more complaining ... I dont wanna complain so much (<-proceeds to complain for the rest of the post)😭 but when i do try to be better.. ultimately i write the stuff i wanna read and i draw the stuff i wanna see but if it was up to me cherry crush season 4 would have 100+ episodes with so much bloat and it would go nowhere bc the story would never end, there is always more things to write about for cherie and crush.. always😭😭😭

I think the main things that people anticipate for season 4 is 50% "will cherie and crush be happy" and 15% "omfg whats the deal with chohan" and 35% "whats the deal with thorne" and those 3 things have been in the back of my mind everytime i script the new season, the problem is i have TOO MUCH stuff to write and the comic have gotten sm more mature that i dont know if the people who wanted the cute fluffy cherie and crush stuff would even stay for the more serious moments, they liked it when it was just cherie and crush being silly and in love and funny but imo cherry crush is funniest when its most tragic, like characters behaving insanely are always a result of a bad situation theyre in like when colie said "we go way back" to her own son like lady what are u sayindfgkjnskjdanas or when cherie was taking a shart after the most stress inducing episode of crush's life like THOSE are the funniest moment to me, theyre funnybc they are equally as tragic, does that make sense?? but i think throwaway jokes and memes in the comic are pretty funny too tbh im not above using quips for cheap laughs especially when it's for filler purposes, i just hate doing fillers so goddamn bad man like if i do it i might as well make it funny so i dont waste peoples time for nothing, you know.. thats why kangshiro comic had a bunch of filler jokes bc there rly wasnt any real stakes to be worried about..

Another thing that I'm worry about is that since the comic are going back to being released weekly people are gonna develop plot amnesia again and will get confused.. i know i cant expect everyone to read cherry crush and know everything, i just hope that when i do do major plot reveal itll be impactful enough for people to remember ...Imo if i write a confusing story i've failed like i must be doing this comic thing all wrong if i cant write it clearly.. there's mystery and there's plot confusion and its all in how you pace it😭😭 the fact that i've been writing and doing comics for 3 years straight and i'm STILL LEARNING SO MUCH is crazy.. storyboarding scripting editing are all insanely hard skills to master and even though im better than i was like 2 years ago i'm still pretty behind on where i need to be 😭 its like learning on the job n the job is drawing the worst yaoi of all time or something..

Anyways sorry for the huge yap i just have a lot to rant about whenever i write bc in my head i'm already done with season 4 but it's a huge blob of plot points and connecting story threads and i've to sort it out and make it understandable while making the story engaging.. its like untangling 100+ earphone cables in ur brain pocket, and i keep getting scared that if i dont write everything down i'll forget it, but when i write it down i wanna rewrite it...😭😭😭 it's an endless cycle..but yar.I hope you enjoy the speedpaint at least and i apologize for stalling again, next art update should be the august hole post so at least theres that to look forward to..! Thank you so much for your support as always and giving me the best job in the world even though all i do is complain... have a good day everynyan i lav you!