9/10/25

Hallo everynyan!

I'm finally back from the airport so sorry that i don't really have any good paintings or sketches to post this time around ive just been so spaced out during the weekends it was really hard for everyone in my family but i dont wanna overshare again but its always hard to deal with grief.. 😭I didnt even have time to do any of the patreon requests bc i was just crying the whole weekend it was so horrible.. i think i caught a flu from the airport too bc this morning i woke up n my throat was closing up its fucking joever man.. i kept saying im gonna post more consistently this month but i havent been able to keep that promise have I... We only got 9 more days until season 4 launch and ive just been doing all I can to prep for that but everytime i bring it up it feels like im just giving more excuses, i should just shut the fuck up and draw honestly

My wrist started hurting real bad out of nowhere and i think it's bc I've switched to the tablet where its kind of flat and i dont have elbow support so i basically fucked my wrist up straining it so much 💀 like wtf am i supposed to do man if i draw on the screen tablet i get shoulder and arm pain if i draw it on the pen tablet i get wrist pain?? just fuck me i guess??? im joking honestly its bc of shitty posture and the fact that i dont excercise or stretch but still.. im not even that old why is my body breaking down so much 😭😭😭 now i feel like i wasted all my healthy years not drawing enough and now i wish i could draw without pain more than anything, i hate being reminded of my own mortality but with the funeral and me gaining more chronic pain like infinity stones, lifes really giving me a reality check idk.. but its not like i can just stop drawing i have so much work to do 😭😭

I still cant believe season 4 is dropping next week already im so scared i feel like the tone for season 4 is pretty different from the previous seasons but i hope people will still enjoy it, the story will always revolve around cherie and crush theres no doubt about that but bc i've grown a lot since i started drawing them, cherie and crush also grew a lot too, i know some people just want cherie and crush to be happy forever which is understandable, but there's so many things between them that they can't just ignore, whatever i do i could never reverse cherie and crush back to where they started, they've been through way too much together and apart that the cherie and crush from season 4 are inevitably lot more mature than the cherie and crush in season 1, and if you guys were willing to sit through 100+ episodes of them so far i hope you'll stick with them until the end too.. i love cherie crush sm i love doing comics 😭i just wish i had more health.

I kept thinking the day season 4 drop everyones gonna hate it and cuss me out for wasting their time and money or something which is like.. so unreasonable bc u guys have been nothing but supportive and kind but since ive been coasting on peoples good graces for too long i think the rug is gonna get pulled any minute now, i still cant believe its the last season of cherry crush already, this webtoon has basically taken over my life and i really got so lucky 😭idk where my life wouldve gone if i didnt have this comic.. im just really really grateful i made it this far.. Thank you guys for your support as always and im sorry for yapping a lot again, have a good day everynyan! I lav you!