Things haven't been so great at Hammerbear central...
Added 2020-06-02 23:09:01 +0000 UTCI'm way incommunicado. None of that's your fault. A lot of it has to do with issues with work, with health, with harassment, with pain.
And yeah, with tragedy.
I'd go on, but no one wants to hear about that.
Hammerbear continues. Hammerbear endures. Mels is everything to me. Mels is my citidel.
But... I find that joy fuels my writing, and joy is far from my life.
...and yet, some of you are still here. Waiting. Hoping. Believing.
I'm literally crying. I thought you'd all hate me.
I write dark erotica and light erotica alike. It's time this happen again. For you. For my fans. But I need to not shaft you in the process.
Very well. I'll make you a deal. I'll put out these stories, these fictions, these everything for you.
I'll do some other exciting things along the way. I have friends who do art. I'll solicit their help to make it work.
I'll try to make you proud. And... maybe naughtier things.
This is a beginning, I hope. I pray. Assuming I don't go back into treatment or Covid-19.
And as for Mels?
Mels has looked at me, and said--and I paraphrase... 'fuck it. Melt my brain, my body, my tongue and my skin. Combust my every cell with lust. I dare you. I double dog dare you.
Some of you are still here.
I will never stop adoring you for that.
(And for those who left because I had apparently abandoned? I get it. I really do. Love to you always. May your ideal sexual partner (or whatever you wish, especially you my Ace friends) forever be amazed to meet you and not ever bite down during fellatiol
