When you just wanna slap them moping teens haha

Here is your weekly random "I talk about crap and some of my thoughts" blog post! And with it, enjoy some TEENAGE pictures of little Mistyy 10 years ago! :O

WHY DO WE EVEN HAVE TO ADULT OMG.

I remember being a teenager and thinking about what life would be like when I was 21, I imagined a better life with more freedom. I imagined achieving my goals and living my dreams. Being in love with the perfect man who would marry me and eventually having beautiful children who would adore me and smiling at the thought of being called mummy. I would travel the world, I had even wrote down all my favourite places I would go, the ambition I had was wonderful. I hated being a teen, really hated it though, everything about teenage life angered me, I felt it was too hard and my life was crappy. There were too many rules, I didn’t understand or fit in with my family, my friends changed too quickly for my liking, bonds were created as fast as they were destroyed. I thought about suicide as a teen, however I only ever once genuinely wanted to go through with it – and even then, I didn’t. And I know why I didn’t. I had something called hope. Hope that my future would be worth all this pain and suffering. All the misery and abuse from school and people. Now, at 25, the hope has gone away and the misery and suffering is back far worse than I ever imagined. I thought back then, at 15 – my life was horrific and I was nothing, now, I spend almost everyday of my life wishing I was dead. Sometimes I sit and pray I could go back in time and just hang from that tree...

Point Im trying to prove anyway is – don’t ever underestimate how amazing it actually was being a teenager. Getting your tea cooked everyday, never having to clean the house, no rent or bills to pay, NO RESPONSABILITIES – and most importantly, you could dream. You had TIME. Time to sit and relax and plan your life out, time to enjoy the little things and the big things. But you don’t, you just sit moping around feeling sorry for yourself because your life is “crappy” well take it from me – I would give anything to have that “crappy” life back again.