Burn out! A quick update...

Have you heard of 五月病 (Gogatsubyou)?

In Japan, it is known as 'May disease', where people feel demotivated, have a change of appetite, have increased anxiety and much more...

Gogatsubyou feels real... I have been feeling it this whole month and I hope it ends as soon as May ends.

I really wanted to record some vocals this month, but unfortunately, because I have not been feeling well, my vocals have been sounding terrible, so I end up deleting them. I will try again in June. Sadly, this means that I won't reach the deadline I was hoping to release 'The Trooper' cover, but I will still do it this year.

I was also hit with some huge bills... Everything I have earned from this tour so far has now gone... 

On top of that, the flights for the EU tour were also very expensive. It's the check-in luggage that really destroyed me (sometimes they're more expensive than the flights. Can you believe it? Transporting luggage is more expensive than transporting humans...? What kind of world are we living in?). In total, it has cost me almost £3,000 GBP (that's around $3,717.60 USD).

The point of the EU tour was not to make money, but to find a way to play to our fans that rarely get the chance to see us. 

To end this update positively:

• Esprit D'Air gained 15,000 followers on TikTok in the past two weeks. Fans engaging on the videos really helped get us over 1.6 million views in the past month.
• Dublin and Belfast are both over 50% sold, even though it will be our first time in Ireland and Northern Ireland!
• Budapest is 95% sold. We can soon put a big sold out sign on it.

Esprit D'Air needs a team. We are growing faster more than ever. It's really difficult to do almost everything myself. I am not sure what I need, and I am open to suggestions...